Angel

After 4 days of not eating at all I’m finally starting to get hungry again but food sounds so damn disgusting

Ugh fuck he’s so fucking hot too I can’t get over it wdyk this like hyper successful guy Lowk adores me IF I HAD KNOWN EARLIER THAT ITS THIS EASY TO GET COMFORTED OH MY GOD.

Hookup culture lowk not that bad icl…

I’m so fucking ashamed of it couldn’t 11 yo me have picked like a more hidden place then my inner arms and wrists to cut myself??? I feel so dumb around adults they look at me with such pity in their eyes

I hate when summer rolls around and I have to wear short sleeves cuz it’s gen too hot but my arms are literally covered in scars

Oliver tree died before me i need to lock the fuck in bro

@Gl0ryToTh3Spawn Ohhh I see, I’m sorry to hear that!!! I thrift 90% of clothes, I don’t pay more then 10 euros a piece!!!

@gr3yx7 We just don't have the money to get clothes that aren't basic plus finding our size is pretty hard. But of course ! No problem. ^^ It's still good.

Fit to go kms ^^

I’m going over to the guys place in a bit and I’m lowk rly rly exited to spend time w him I can forget abt everything 🥹

Ts genuinely got me pissed bro my cat scratches me deeper than that, this is just prime attention seeking kill yourself

Ts lowk made me tear up I can’t lie- Wdym you’re actually listening to me and understanding me and trying to help me even tho you barely know me what

I’m genuinely so surprised I have not felt this comfortable and cared for in such a long time- Like wdym I can tell you about how I feel and I’ll actually get advice and a shoulder to cry on instead of just feeling endless guilt for just saying how I’m feeling

I lowk met up w someone from Grindr today, it’s only cuz I knew him like 2 years ago and we happened to reconnect so we decided to meet up cuz he’s leaving for like Paris in a couple days

I’m acc hate myself so deeply I don’t deserve to be alive

Anytime I talk to him i just feel so damn anxious and uncomfy and I don’t want to talk to him at all

I’m still doing like absolute shit and I can’t stop relapsing and I still miss him and love him but I’m just so tired of him and being so neglected atleast now I don’t expect any comfort anymore

Me n my bf (?) idk if i should call him that, Lowk r on a break now- I feel weirdly very very free and a little better even tho I’ve just been distracting myself as much as possible