i am mentally sane

society will villainize you if you're ugly and then treat you like you're a moron and morally incorrect for wanting to fix the way you look it's a shock to me how the mortality rate for people with body dysmorphia isn't higher than it already is

any1 have a plug on the hrt that actually works

@tttterrorangst i could maybe cope with this better if i had a better body but it isn't even close to a state of proportional passing so i'm just in a constant state of misery by looking at my entire self and looking at the way people react to how i look

@tttterrorangst maybe but the psychlogical harm i get from having an unflattering face that makes people uncomfortable to look at doesn't feel much different than how i felt boymoding

yeah bc this is what somebody with severe bdd loves to hear how about neither

day 4 of hitting dead vape carts and i think i ended up throwing away my cigarettes a few months ago lord save me

its kind of a form of psychological self harm if u think about it tbh

i feel like i should be embarrassed over the way i miserypost as a 33 year old but unfortunately the misery i feel beats any spec of shame from the public humiliation rituals

@bouncybao_ nah eu teeth low key mog mine and i have an unironically really bad overbite

@grayyse silly american

officially 4 years on hrt today and all I got was gyno and an insect looking face with a doomed pupillary distance that not even ffs was able to save

@bouncybao_ my teeth look repulsive, i do not like showing them and i desperately need braces

@grayyse Cute eyes, cute nose, cute teeth. I understand ur pain though.

i want to go to a rave and take a bunch of mdma again

@RolyPolyFish thank u for the words of wisdom thomas paine

@grayyse You've never transitioned, you've just been pretending.

i should detransition and move to europe to become a priest

maybe continuing to 100% my persona 4 save will temporarily cure the depression

@ReformedLimbo pure exhaustion

@grayyse what kind of shit post is that ???? how much of a doomer you must be to make those kind of shit

@grayyse 1. You are A MAN. Testosterone has done it's thing. 2. HRT for you, male, IS TESTOSTERONE. 3. Taking estrogen HARMS you and, as you've noticed, actually does not do really that much. 4. Conceived a male, you will die a male. Regardless anything. 5. These are scientific facts. 😆

this is why i will never build up my confidence because ugly people visibly showing confidence will either just make people feel bad for u or roast u

@Claireshotrocks yes u r

@grayyse am I the only one that honestly finds her cute? The only thing really fucking you up is your chin. You look dainty, like an animal that needs to be nursed back to health.

i'm hot and i pass. can somebody please explain to me why a bunch of cis lesbians are interested in me???

@brinehav3n @Egg_irl_bot my body proportionally looks like this

@Egg_irl_bot how i (42 amab) feel after spending a full morning en femme for the first time ever

egg_irl #Transfem Meme redd.it/1scey7k

every time i see lily tino i unironically start getting traumatized bc my ffs results ended up in the same outcome with the exception being i didn't ask my surgeon to make me look the same