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@02oaski @_tyt1_ Vouch

@_tyt1_ watch american gods it’s a tv show tho

Finding out your partner is cheating bc they died w the side piece is so horrible my heart goes out to those people there must be so many conflicting emotions

@SERASTARLING Literally go outside. You’re still just making excuses instead of holding yourself accountable for your behavior

With the clip. I’ll be completely honest and say I found my reaction to be something funny and as a joke because it’s something I generally never would do. And before the deserved hate trains commences over this first sentence, please read the rest. I listened to what I said about having the killer on our ass the entirety of the game and thought what the fuck was I on about. I really blacked out during that moment. I rewatched it several times and I still somehow didn’t see the problem at first because I thought it was something I could post and cringe at myself about. I full-heartedly never get that heated over DBD anymore. Compared to how I normally am when I say GGs even to sweaty players. It doesn’t matter what I say, people saw and I fucked up. I always generally joke about tunneling to my friends and even about slugging. We all get the sighs about it, but we also love it because it’s funny to see someone do so much for it. I literally ran a Knight yesterday and he slugged me out in endgame until I bled out and the entirety of the time I was laughing my ass off because of the fact I was playing Sable, I ran him around the map, I got him a few times with head-on, and he stood over me and I was just giggling uncontrollably. Then had a Billy on Midwich where I ran him for a good minute and a half until we ended up in a room where we had a stand off due to no available pallet. I enjoy those moments so much in DBD. It’s not that I can’t have fun and lose at the same time. I play survivor most and it happens all the time. I used to be extremely toxic years ago and I took a lot of breaks to the point I only ever played DBD if I collabed or was asked to play. I also played killer more and learned the perspectives of why killers play the way they do. I have tunneled. I have slugged. I have done the necessary things to secure a win. I’ve had threats thrown at me, but at the end of the day I laugh and shrug those off. When I reacted the way I did, I was frustrated for my teammate. They kept dying every game nearly first, and I believe I was over it. I always feel awful for my teammates losing and when we get killers who don’t do well I also feel bad for them. I say it all the time in game that “omg I feel so bad for them, this match didn’t go well” not exactly like that, but in the sense because I know what that’s like. I even reiterate that DBD is usually my comfort game when I play survivor. I personally always feel like it’s usually chill for me. People will look at this and still tell me to off myself. I won’t. I’ve had death threats as a child (13) from tumblr days, my skin is thick enough to handle it. Others are not, and that’s why I would do anything to take back what I said to that Artist player. We do not know who is on the other side of the screen. That same very day we had a Bubba who was toxic and came in and it was whatever, but they brought up they were only 11. Presumedly trolling, but I know there’s people who let their kids play the killer roll. I’ve seen it and I want to make it clear that I am sorry for what I said. What was said was said, and I cannot take it back. At the end of the day, my friends and everyone who has been there during this time knows how I actually am and that’s not this. Everyone else will see this one instance as a sign to throw slurs, threats, transphobia, misogyny, bigotry. Whatever it may be. I don’t care what is said about me. I find a lot of the comments about me crashing out over the literal gameplay mechanics to be funny and accurate myself. I literally don’t know what I was smoking, because “omg a killer chasing me” was such a dumb ass reaction on my part. Either way, I’d rather be honest and own my guilt and consequences and take that hate than anyone else out there who are more susceptible to it, ESPECIALLY if it’s directed to my friends or teammates. They do not deserve to be tossed in with my stupidity. I was wrong in my behavior. I apologize. Leave my friends alone.

anyway, idc if anyone sees or reads this but had to get this out.

i genuinely forgot that Cosima is mentioned in Echoes and Delphine makes an appearance since I watched it before the original but holy shit I haven't been able to stop trying to piece together why Kira always said "my mother *was* a clone," and came up with this theory???

had the most horrific post-Orphan Black/pre-Echoes nightmare where basically all of the sisters were being hunted and tested by a young Darros and co. Delphine was assassinated years prior. Helena and Sarah were killed. Kira was in high school. I was engaged to Cosima.

@SERASTARLING If you get this heated over even 1 match and take it to twitter for validation, you clearly need a break. But yeah, wowie indeed gamer. Good luck in your event.

@gremlinhag Brother, a few bad matches doesn't mean I'm having a bad time all of the time. I've been playing since then and haven't gotten this heated since. Like wowie

The biggest issue here is that I went overboard with my reaction and called someone a 'dumbass hoe' without knowing them to justify that part of the reaction. I'm not going to sugarcoat it and say "I call myself a hoe all the time" with my goofy ass title and try to defuse the situation either. I take full responsibility in my actions there and shouldn't have gone that far. We're allowed to play how we want, but it gets to a point. There was only so much to be done at the moment and my frustration (which is such a blue moon occurrence) should have been tamer in response to them. Should I have taken a break? Yes. Did I? No. We're absolutely allowed to have a reaction to things in a game we're passionate about, but we should also be wary of who we're talking to as well and not go as far as the extreme to target someone for their playstyle. This is not something we should take lightly, and I take full accountability of my actions. I also involved people in my post that I should have reached out to beforehand, and they have nothing to do with my reactions. I had shown this clip to several killer mains and they agreed, but that also doesn't justify me posting this clip. I will reiterate that I never usually get heated like I did and this again was such a blue moon occurrence with the current situations and with everything going on at the time. I absolutely am no better than what I was complaining about. Frustration happens, and someone I reached out to even said it best, sometimes we lose sight of our actions, so for that I do apologize for what I said.

@catalpa_C @cutiegurlk8 @CentralParkNYC So glad he got some food so his liver doesn’t start wreaking havoc on the rest of his system 🥲

@cutiegurlk8 @CentralParkNYC x.com/thisbarbara/st…

just found out the cat we spotted on monday is still freaking there!!!!!! @CentralParkNYC get off your ass and do something !!!!!! like wtf!!!

maya😭

@bloomjpg Delete this shit weirdo

Fans have begun shipping YourRAGE and Maya after noticing their chemistry 😳👀

@mayohiga1 It was equally as awkward for us but thanks for trying 😂 hope you find something to do!

I just went live on IG and it was rly scary

@RukoLeviath @shekiex3 @PolnareffX2 @EightBitBella While I’m on your side and sympathize with your frustration with the artist, I don’t think it’s fair to say you don’t want a witch hunt when you QRT’d a public post when you could have @/‘d them instead and asked in the replies not to witch hunt. 🧍🏻‍♀️

@RukoLeviath @shekiex3 @PolnareffX2 @EightBitBella So what you could do is this: mute the post instead of being rude. Since it’s apparently bothering you so much. Deleting your original response to the person trying to help you and giving solid advice just makes you look worse.

Can you maybe finish my model before taking on new ones? It's been 5 months with no messages from you I never wanted to do this but I paid and haven't got what I paid for I wanted to talk in dms but you've ghosted me

Rage x Maya Night 1

ending a friendship bc you don’t like the way they show up for you is valid

@Pwa_re @saeerae Orphan Black has a VERY interesting plot line for this exact thing.

@saeerae Tendrian que hacer una pelicula de esto

el ADN da miedo. hay un caso de una mujer que tuvo un bebé con su marido pero cuando él se hizo una prueba de ADN, resultó que no era el padre. ella insistió en que él era el padre, así que repitieron la prueba varias veces, pero seguía dando el mismo resultado. más adelante se +

@theducharme @pampurins Talking about bots when your account has 18k+ followers and no where near enough engagement for that to be real.

@theducharme @pampurins your fucking father.

Idk man if i had Asmongold and the greasy basement dweller incels defending me i would probably hate myself fr. It is absolutely WEIRD how bad these people want to say the R word in any conversation they have