gia

tired of my life cycle.

badly wanna try mag-staycation mag-isa

i am so exhausted from my own mind

didn’t kill myself in january +1000 aura

i actually need to shut the fuck up and die holy shit

i'm just so tired of this. my body is tired, my mind is a mess. i just really want to lay in bed and never get up. i'm just so tired of life.

be with you // the ridleys

Everyone's enjoying their life while I'm trying to figure out if mines worth living

i used to wake up and have something i wanted to do i used to go to bed thinking of what id do tomorrow but my capability for joy is gone now unfortunately i wake up wishing i hadnt i go to bed hoping its the last time what an unfulfilling life whats the point of this

"sorry i forgot to reply" the state i’ve been in for the past hours

have a bad habit of isolating myself when i feel bad & i often feel bad. dont want to be around anyone dont want to bring anyone down dont want to be seen dont want to be a burden. & when its over & i look up years have gone by & im all alone & missing time & everyone else too