7th YEAR: julia ٠࣪.𖣂

i get why jjunie said he thought of namjoon in that moment if the direction of his album was what was troubling him then no better person to go to, bcoz rpwr was the most *different* album anyone one from their grp had done for a solo & joon would obviously understand the dilemma

🦊 i finished wrapping up first my solo recently and as words from people around me started influencing me, it really stressed me out and it really started swaying my identity as a person…i was really burnt out for 3 months 🦊 i used to be someone that told people everything when i was going through a hard time like “i’m going through a tough time right now” but i don’t know when it started, but i couldn’t get myself to tell people around me anymore 👤 i wonder why? was it out of consideration for them? 🦊 that could be why…and i also felt like i needed to learn how to overcome things myself 🦊 i didn’t say anything to anyone and was going through it myself…then i thought about namjoon hyung so i went to him and asked him a lot of questions and one of the things he said to me was that he hopes i face the things that make me uncomfortable 🦊 i had conflicts with soobin and we had awkward phases but i wanted to erase all of these things one by one and i feel like there were also a lot of things that i had been misunderstanding, coming to think of it now…so i went up to soobin first and said “hey, let’s go get a drink”

behind of yeonjun and soobin on ‘salon drip’ / when they went out for drinks ⭐️ 🐰 me going out for drinks with yeonjun hyung…the trailer is already out, right? me and yeonjun hyung went on ‘salon drip’ together and we’ll talk about everything there 🐰 i don’t know how it’ll be edited but me and yeonjun hyung talked about a lot of thinks while we were drinking that day and…we talked about all of it on ‘salon drip’ 🐰 but before we went on the show, yeonjun hyung and i talked about it…we said that we’d honestly talk about everything that happened back then…so me and yeonjun hyung…we talked about a lot of things very honestly to the point where i was like “is it okay for us to say this much…?” 🐰 that’s why…although i believe that you guys won’t do this…i’m saying this just in case…me and yeonjun hyung talked about it before we went on the show…we decided to share things we wanted to keep hidden and to talk about things honestly…so there might be things that you listen to and think “oh?” but yeonjun hyung and i agreed on things together and talked about things we were both okay talking about so…there are some people that are very sensitive…solo fans…so to those people, me and yeonjun hyung talked about these things before going on the show so don’t be sensitive about things like this…i just hope you guys have fun watching it 🐰 saying it like this sounds like it’s something very serious….it’s not serious, it’s something we can very much talk about on a variety show but they’re things we’re talking about for the first time so that’s why i said this 🐰 it’s a bit…you already know…our…you already know even if i don’t say it…as the number of solo fans increase…it’s kinda…i just wish that our fans don’t fight each other 🐰 we’re all members in a team together…all the five of us are really close to each other and all five of us love and cherish each other 🐰 please support all the members…even if you’re a solo fan

MOAS WERE PREPARED TO BE DEPRESSED BUT SEEMS WE ARE GOING TO THE CLUB