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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀to be loved by amyr, ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀is to be loved forever.

hiding behind a mask is so fun yet so incredibly tiring, but i do not want the world to see how vulnerable i am at the lowest point of life. however, i do think it is important to share your vulnerability with others as i think it is something we lack.

i think the most ironic fact about myself is communication has never been my strong suit, but boy, can i write a poem or a small piece about how a situation made me feel and share it with the world.

please stop unfollowing me. life is already ENOUGH.

@yearningwarmth #YearningForWhatWas.

i am a shell of who i once was, and unfortunately, i miss them.

@coeurisie i hope so.

sometimes i reminisce on the past, and i know i should let it go, but i was much more out-going and social compared to now. it's disappointing to see myself stray from something that, even though my social battery would drain, would bring me a bit of joy.

@scythelegy and i hate it.

@haeplri you explained this so well. this is why i have such a major writer block because writing feels like a job to me sometimes.

writing, at the worst times, feels like a chore that i am burdened by every other week, but it's a chore needed to hold my sanity together or else i will begin to act on impulse and leave a mess for future me (me in the morning) to clean up.

@heirloomedpain i stand for this.

@nyaanrawr can i steal?

i steal from her(e).

when life gives you tangerines ft. winter bear

@fraiscella please send me someone to love! what's yours?

ten days into march and i still feel like i'm stuck in fall / winter. i've been listening to sade religiously.

in another universe, i am cillian murphy.