​ ​ ​ ​ ​˚♰ 𝕮𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔰𝔬𝔫 𝜕𝜀𝑠 𝕺𝔪𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔰

ㅤ⠀ʿʿ Our lives are one masked ball 𓂃 .

you're loved so much more than you know.

i guess some people are just born with tragedy in their blood.

i  set  fire  to  the  world  around  me  but  never  let  a  flame  touch  you.

i'm so proud of you. i'm so very proud of you.

I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it.

i think my father is unbearably lonely. there is a quiet echo that seems to follow along behind him, dragged like a prison ball chained to his ankle. or maybe that's just me projecting. maybe i'm the prison ball.

a heart's a heavy burden．

i don’t care, i love you anyhow. it is too late to turn you out of my heart. part of you lives here.

once i become attached to something， i fear that i will lose it. that's why we only live for the moment. but you， you brought me pain. pain that i didn't want， pain that i never asked for. when i'm with you， i fear everything.

you must allow me to tell you how ardently i admire and love you.

why are you 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 .ᐣ ╱ i don’t know . guess i just like being 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 you .

you ⠀won't ⠀get ⠀tired ⠀of ⠀my ⠀voice, ⠀will ⠀you .ᐣ

and will i ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending , that my skin isn 't crawling — my demons aren 't calling and tearing me to shreds .

' i can’t lose you. not like this .. ' ' tough! okay? where you go, i go! ' ' that's the deal .. '

i hope you found a way to sing.

please, stay by my side until i start to disgust you.