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@ArtistAffame I have been doing aqua classes ( it's only the cost of pool entry where I am) 5days a wk since end Jan and I have lost 18kgs. And I walk around the park and use the exercise equipment.

Oh no I’m disabled and today I’m going swimming how dare I enjoy life and participate in society. I’m not on the ndis I can do this because of community many people don’t have the support I do

Just found out that Jack boy is being put to rest today. I'm a bit heartbroken 💔 16 good years with you beautiful boy. I never stopped loving you even though I had to leave

I bought a TV online for my room at my friends - high excitement it arrived today. Took me 2hours to set it up far out - now i require a drink to celebrate how clever i was (especially after 18yrs of being called stupid).

@mcnaughthelen1 @LouiseWalton78 I like the one with the sheepdog and sheep on it

@LouiseWalton78 All of them! But if I had to choose, the red/purple one with the cat is adorable.

Pick a knitted hat , any hat - Which one would you wear? 💕🐑💙🐔❤️🐈‍⬛

@RavenZech2 No but I will look for a copy of it this week

Has anyone read this book?

@ZealandEarly Ohh yum

The 9 yr old did alright I reckon. The Aussie side of the family will have their first ever taste of afghans today.

@mcnaughthelen1 My favourite bird

Tragedy:a lovely piwakawaka, attracted to the small flies from my compost bin was flitting around. heard a peep and saw it had flown into the house and was flapping at a window. I approached gently to open the windows when in a flash out of nowhere, flew Mr Visiting Cat.

@mcnaughthelen1 Ohh yummy

Abundance

@mcnaughthelen1 How blissful

View through my back door this morning. Messy, yes, but I like it. I'm getting a new handrail put in soon so that will be nice.

@DustyPee My favourite choccy

And then I gave her the…

@gomichild Thank you

@harleycess You aren’t a burden - you are going through a very rough time. And it sucks and you are allowed to feel that it sucks.

Depression is biting me atm. Everything that can go wrong is. My only security and independence- my car is sounding sick. Ex has stolen $ from me. I feel like I'm on a never ending roundabout of doom. I'm such a burden on the world.

@mcnaughthelen1 Thank you for your kindness

@harleycess No, you are not a burden. Here on X you absolutely contribute to my and others' lives. This time will eventually pass even though you dont think it will. It will. You will be even better in yourself and you will glow.

I feel like I should of just stayed until he killed me.

@ZealandEarly My home beach

Bathing machines on beach, Caroline Bay, Timaru, ca. 1890. It was considered scandalous to reveal too much skin back then. Those who wanted to swim either waited until no one was about, or used bathing machines to get well out into the surf. Digital NZ digitalnz.org/records/319185…

What a day! Had to take my friends partner ( im living with them atm) to hospital while she was at work. Sat holding his hand while he had a stroke! Texting her updates till she could get there. Bit traumatic.

@ghigisaurus I hope the dentist can sort this out for you quickly and gives you better pain relief than panadol.

So, 8 days after the op, the pain in my palate/gums is so intense I feel constantly nauseous. (A raspberry is too solid for me to crush without feeling faint). Sinuses super swollen. After a week of platitudes, the dentist has finally agreed to have a look.

@StuddertNatalie Its rubbish all the crap you have to go through. I dont have access to half the stuff they want HE controlled everything. I wish I could access my super. All this red tape is doing my head in.

The leaving violence payment isn’t considered ‘emergency assistance’ it takes 6 weeks plus! Previously it was under united care, now it’s 1800 respect,who can’t keep up with the demand.The paperwork is arduous when women don’t have access to Documents.Making women feel unworthy.

I just wish I didn't have to deal with all this separation shit my brain is spinning. Its just so hard. I need a magic wand.

@MrMagoo92023 Thank you my friend. I'm a bit proud of me too - for the first time in years.

@harleycess So proud of you friend. Fleeing DV and now looking after your physical & mental health. Go you!!

16kg down! Im so pleased my walking and aquacise is paying off.