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guyyyyys I got my hands on the Daniela hoodie

so this manon thing was for sure a publicity stunt right 😭

U guys since I got assaulted I've definitely put on like 7-10 lbs. I just tried on a skirt when I was at my smallest and it was falling off my hips at the time and now it's perfectly fitted to my waist :(

Have genuinely watched how sweet by new jeans on repeat like 15 times 😭😭 WHY

Since I've gained more weight I've definitely dressed more feminine and I guess it's good but I still get that cosplaying feeling. If I was skinny I'd definitely dress more androgynous

So so sad about Stephanie buttermore :( she's helped me through so much. rip angel

I've done like 17,000+ steps every day I need my body to change asap

I for sure put on weight after being assaulted. I feel such mixed emotions about the state of my body. I wanted to feel safe and strong but I literally can not take being this big anymore !

@_matchabitch Hi, hi ! <3 Ive been doing a little better these days. I hope you've been well yourself 💞

hey guys

Idk if anyone is here anymore it's been like a year

@compulsivehiker thank you so much I genuinely am sitting here questioning myself like am I over reacting ?? I just can't wait to be out of here

getting assaulted and having people around me saying victim blamey and sexist things has really done wonders for my weight loss :) I am constantly sick :)

And I'm supposed to be happy and have this home and I just feel like I'm ruining my bfs potential life he could have with someone happy. I already didn't have it in me anymore . I can't stop throwing up I feel so sick in this body

I know I'm probably just extra sensitive to everything but the court case is literally Friday. I don't even know if he's getting locked up. I just want to Rot away so bad I don't have any motivation to move forward. I was already afraid and disgusted by my body

Self defense??? Like directly from the fact I got assaulted? So then my mom's laughing and she goes if someone comes up behind me ill just hit them in the penis!! Like just giggling !! Am I insane !!!

My mom literally told me the only reason the cops took me seriously is because of how I was dressed and if I went out differently they wouldn't have. her and my dad don't get along and I walked into the kitchen later and they were ??? Play fighting??? He said he was teaching her

In the middle of buying a house and going through a court process ???????????? Telling me I need to write the judge and find a job and maybe I should start fostering kids. I am just so lost lol

all in one morning my mom told me I should probably get on Xanax for right now and then brought up maybe I should try fostering kids ????? I just got assaulted a week ago I am so freaking lost by her thoughr process sometimes

My family is doing the best they can with this but God I wish they'd stop saying victim blaming things. I already feel empty