Trans-Allied Mastercomputer

my sticky-tack heart clings to those who touch it wispy strands of blue and grey pull away and parts of me will follow left lighter in its wake

it's all fun and games and people love to make jokes about it but wearing cute/comfortable clothes is mortifying or impossible because my fat shmeat is hanging out.

it's genuinely so fucked up how much mental anguish i experience on the daily from my dick and balls.

@perv_puppy im interested in trading tips alright

@hellasnorez crypto trading tips

im here for 1 thing.

@DogLobotomy mfw unexpected bush. whoa'hair

o’hare more like WOAH’hare

i do kind of want to eat a second can of corn...

can of corn and i'll be fine

my mom loves to try and commit to dieting, buy extra fruit and make homemade yogurt and then not eat the diet food and leave me with nothing to eat because she ate the microwavable burritos at 1 in the morning

@perv_puppy you have great opinions!! i want you to disagree with me!!! dont let the worms win!! the pain i feel is their death wriggle

@perv_puppy like. i shouldnt mentally implode just because someone i love expresses a dissenting opinion!! thats completely ridiculous. its not a personal attack and it shouldnt feel that way, there are worms in my brain.

any time somebody strongly disagrees with an opinion of mine i feel like ive stabbed myself in the heart

hopefully this doesn't become a pattern of behavior

ellie get drinky, feel better! yayyy

i am Sisyphus and my boulder is being a normal person and the mountain is my own ego. i push the boulder up the mountain and it rolls down to squash me. arrogance and ignorance and all the while my heart is splashing oil on those around me

sorry for what! expressing myself?? its not a big deal!! i say these things to shut up my brain but it doesnt help and then i just feel like an asshole like im trying to guilt you into managing my emotions for me. which is so cowardly.

i dont want to be insecure and petty and vain and egotistical but i am and these things fight against my desires and wishes. my brain and body eating each other over insignificant little nothings. i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me i just want to be normal

it doesn't make any god damn sense!!! im genuinely like,. there is shit so fucked up in my head and i just want to co-exist with people!! i want to get along and have people like me as much as i like them but the smallest shit happens and my mood is ruined and i want to cry

its so fucking stupid because this shouldn't upset me. I dont want to be someone who is like "how dare you disagree with me >:[" i feel like ive made a fool of myself and upset the people i care about, because i... disagreed with them??? it's lunacy.