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tt: helpkexz

still coping with the fact i’ll never see you again.

just wish i was still that happy little kid

my heart hurts knowing i’ll never hear your voice again.

this overthinking will be the death of me

that day will forever replay in my head

the day i lost you was the day i lost myself

starting to pretend like nothing is going on inside my head

the feeling of being alone is the only thing that makes me comfortable

always feeling out of place no matter who’s around

all i want is to feel like myself again.

always smiled no matter what was going on in my head.

keep my distance no matter who you are.

if i die from doing what i love just know i died happy

slowly fading from everything

no one will ever understand me.

thought i was doing better but i proved myself wrong

remembering that night like it happened yesterday

back to being at the lowest point of my life

played me when i needed you the most

what if life was normal again