siobhan

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@dinocoffeequeen That is so many levels of fucked up… I’m so sorry angel

today I was once again told how ‘healthy I look’ and someone picked my up and said ‘you’re a lot heavier than you look’, why do irls make these comments like cmon man give a fatty a break pls, I have eyes I know how big I am thank you !!

I really hate myself. It’s the first thing I think when I wake up and my last thought before bed. I don’t know how to make it better. Nothing seems to work.

I’m so tired of myself

@xskinnyxxbabyx Yeah didn’t think so :///

@helplessdaze no :)

Is it normal to feel intense fear that all of your friends hate you after expressing one opinion that maybe slightly differs from theirs

@gojosed I think about her a lot

just remembered this queen omfg

I feel like I’m struggling a lot at the moment but I’m also fine? Like everything is okay and generally I’m alright but it’s like someone’s dimmed everything inside of me and life just feels a bit heavy

@dinocoffeequeen I am running out of options and I literally have no idea how to make it better

@dinocoffeequeen No fr tho like making a plan to eat normally feels like restricting and restricting triggers binging so if I plan to eat ‘normally’ I end up binging bc my brain thinks im restricting but if I don’t plan my meals I feel out of control and end up binging

3 meals a day feels like restriction when ur a binge eater

@dinocoffeequeen I’m so proud of you!!!

I just ate a binge trigger food and didn’t binge!!!!! I had one cookie and that was it, omg life is good when I take my own advice about not bingeing, woohooooo 🥳🥳🥳

Technically not discharged until they find out if psychotherapies will accept the referral but I have this weird feeling they won’t and then I’ll be stuck

ED services referring my to psychotherapy services bc they don’t offer the type of therapy they think would help me and also aren’t going to do physical monitoring while I wait bc I’m ‘stable’ so I was basically discharged lmao

Sorry to interrupt your scrolling but, i hope life gets better for you

I can’t stop binging I can’t believe I’m the same person that went four months without it

@_matchabitch You are actually the most beautiful goddess I have ever set eyes on <3

chat am i gaunt

I sh’d this morning and it was so pointless and not even good but I am just so tired of myself

@_matchabitch 🥹🥹🥹

@helplessdaze aw thank u siobhan <3 u are in the mental list of moots i always look out for on the tl and wonder about 🫶🏻♥️

do u guys hate me

@dinocoffeequeen You are very much not heavy

@helplessdaze Omw😏 (but gently bc I’m heavy af😔🤣)

Tw body check arms and stomach Need to lose the layers of fat covering my muscle potential lmao

@dinocoffeequeen Omg the shades are my favvv I love the blue packet the most I think

I tried some more vegan sweets :’) and found a use for this little trinket dish I was gifted✨