lara

my soul is a prisoner in this body, time and life.

kaltes bier ist was ich jetzt brauch

will nicht wissen, wie’s im hochsommer sein wird… ich wohne auch noch im dachgeschoss 😩

apple‘s wetter app switcht häufiger die daten, als ich meine bh‘s in einem jahr… gestern hieß es noch, dass es in den kommenden tagen gewittern soll, dann soll es entspannte 20-21° werden und jetzt wieder um die 25°… andere wetterdienste sagen dann wiederum was ganz anderes

I NEEEEEDDDDD MORE LEGO GAMESSSSSS (only completed 100% in harry potter: years 1-4 in 2018????!) i want lego batman but my bank account says no.

7 years of herewegoagainmf

1 Stunde noch… St. Pauli muss gewinnen und eine bessere Tordifferenz erreichen als Heidenheim 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 Alle(s) zusammen!

is red dead online down? can‘t join a server for 1h now… playing on playstation

@HadvarSkywalk3r seems do be. still can‘t join a server.

are red dead online servers down?

my heart hurts so much, it already burns

but what i know is that my love isn’t gone.

was it right? was it wrong? heart says this and mind says that. my mind can shut my heart for a moment, while my heart can manipulate my mind.

period is 3 days late, broke up with my boyfriend, being depressed, morning sickness every morning, less appetite, low on cigarettes, blades are calling, white lines may be turning red again.

there was a time in my life where i was crying at midnight and yelled at god to either fix or kill me. in the end he didn’t do anything. (when i was still religious at the age of 8)

@GebtName sei dir gegönnt

Nur noch 3 Tage arbeiten dann hab ich 2,5 geile Wochen Urlaub ich kann nicht mehr

@sackboydaily the reason why i bought 4 controllers and started being a multitasking person 👍

is this how being bipolar feels?

there are decades where nothing happens, and there are weeks where decades happen. israel bombed qatar russian drones above poland poland invoked article 4 nepal government overthrow french government collapsing (again) charlie kirk got assassinated there’s no future for us.

vollgepumpt mit antibotika.

war jetzt vor 3 stunden in einem zahnärztlichen notdienst. fresse ist immer noch betäubt.

@sirlevoid yep.

@herewegoagainmf you started with filling cigarette tubes?

i should go showering and preparing my cigs for tomorrow, but i just don’t have the motivation and energy to do anything right now.