🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥

I'm going to start a gradual transition away from abusive, proprietary & capitalistic companies like Twitter and Facebook. My WIP website is holdengreen.org and my #Mastodon is @holden" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">weirder.earth/@holden I'm taking steps to improve my #netizen life. #FOSS #decentralization

yeah that's what's happening I can't sleep rn

no man no I need to go to sleep

dudes idk I don't want to die I think I really don't. I need to fixnl things somehow.

@Yeti1181 the antipsycotic was two years ago

@hgreenlab Is this recent?

can someone help me please

that's what's happening too

I also haven't slept in a long time so I'm prob damaging myself.

I need some way to fix this because I don't want to die

everything was so much richer I swear.

it hollowed shit out to the point it can't be recoverable

how could people give out drugs like that without ever being on them.

@Yeti1181 I did too much drugs and stuff and she put my on antipsychotics, before that people tried to traffic me....

@hgreenlab Whats going on?

maybe I can survive this somehow

I think I told myself to survive things, I don't know if I can.

I think I need to die.... I don't know why anyone would want to do this to me.

God I want to die.

no this rn is cuz in haven't slept, God need to sleep

really thinking about shit too now...

I'm hurtingbrn...

ugh I kind of want that life to come don't I? got idk...