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「もっと撫でてくれ」 #バイオプラス

me and who ?

Many people look at Leon in Resident Evil: Vendetta and see only a tired agent drinking in a bar. But what Vendetta shows is probably the most emotionally devastated moment of his entire life. Leon survived Raccoon City at a very young age. After that, he never had a normal life again. He was thrown into years of counter-bioterrorism operations, witnessing death, massacres, destroyed cities, and innocent people constantly dying in front of him. The franchise always showed Leon saving others, but rarely showed the psychological toll this took on him. And Vendetta finally shows that toll. He appears isolated, unmotivated, completely mentally worn down. The alcohol there doesn't seem to be just an "addiction," but a desperate attempt to silence everything he carried within his own mind. Guilt, trauma, emotional exhaustion, constant pressure, and years living practically at war. Leon lost partners, saw people die countless times, and spent years unable to build a real life for himself. No family, no stability, no peace. And there's another detail that many people ignore: Ada Wong. Their relationship was always complicated, but also deeply emotional. Ada was one of the only people who could truly break through Leon's emotional armor. With her, he could let his guard down. Even living on different sides, there was always trust between them. A bond that never truly disappeared. And to think that during the Vendetta period he probably went months without any news from her makes it all the sadder. Because Ada wasn't just someone he had feelings for. She also seemed to be a kind of emotional comfort to him. A presence that calmed him amidst the chaos of his own life. Perhaps the only person before whom Leon could truly show vulnerability without having to act like a soldier or agent. So imagining Leon in that state, without news from her, carrying years of accumulated trauma and completely alone, makes perfect sense when we see him drowning in alcohol. It doesn't just look like someone drinking. It looks like someone trying to numb their own mind. Trying to escape the memories. Trying to forget the weight of his own life. And perhaps even trying to ease the longing for the only person who ever managed to see his human side.

this pic without context is just so funny

The series finale of ‘THE BOYS’ is now rated lower than the finale of ‘STRANGER THINGS’.

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