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🌷april accountability thread🌷

how are you even supposed to cope with being ugly what do I even do

@RoundDuck3 hot

@icareaboutlittl Useless fact: when one gets a hickey on the neck there is a chance of it causing the formation of a blood clot. If such a clot were to travel to the brain, it could potentially cause a stroke. This actually killed someone in 2016.

soooo many hickeys but look at my collarbones

best part about eating less than 200 cals is that you can drink clear liquor until you're sick and still be in a deficit

If you can pinch it you can lose it if you can pinch it you can nothing tastes as good as skinny feels are you sure about that nothing tasted as good nothing nothing youre still fat 52 hours gain lose gain lose gain gain gain nothing tastes as good as skinny feels nothing nothing

If you are pro anorexia I’ll just assume you are just larping since if you were actually suffering you wouldn’t wish that on anybody.

I genuinely believe I am so disgusting and ugly so I avoid eye contact so people don’t have to stare at my horrible face

highkey what if i try recovering from disordered eating that i've struggled with for over a decade and has impacted every memory

this one does it for me. i need to look like this

If you can pinch it, you can lose it. #thinspo

definitely been gaining. trying to decide if i should continue my fast or get stoned, eat ~400 cals, and workout. took laxatives for tomorrow but a normal amount this time

trying to get into that thin mindset again

more collarbone

why did i let myself get so fucking FAT 💔

purging while abusing laxatives is like bulimia-maxing. someone applaud me or give me an award or smth

lowk just masterbate everytime u get binge urges to replace the dopamine 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 #method

it's so crazy that my ribs are visible just from raising my hand. does this happen with most people? i don't feel very small for this to occur