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(...)while connecting me to my late brother's favorite cartoon. the way this serious situation has been handled is not appropriate, not to the victims, not to the onlookers, and has turned this outlet for us all, completely bitter.

I am guilty of that which I am. funnily enough, no one seems to care about that, and only of a sense of me "defending" someone I have never known. I made this account to share amateur drawings that served as an escape from my depression and anger of a horrible relationship (...)

I'm torn between people I used to think very well of proving their illiteracy and their careless hypocrisy, and those who haven't renounced me being completely silent. I retreat to the elysian fields of brutal reality. I meant nothing to you.

everyone has decided I am the enemy (might I add, usually in messages directly contradicting statements I have made), and despite myself, I have taken this really awfully, so I am doing what I have wanted to do for a very long time and taking an indefinite break from the platform

the proper stockholmian response would probably be to say okay, i must be as bad as they are for these statements I have made, this is your open invitation to tell me to kill myself. I must hang out with groomers or "whatever the fuck I'm into with my friends" all the time.

@uglycheeseballs and forgive me but your phrasing is making it sound like you've jacked off to both but i'm just gonna stay minding my business and I suggest you do the same, stranger

but what would I expect of a community of people jacking off to cartoon characters

@uglycheeseballs buddy I hate to say this but I do fear you have me confused with someone else.

loose the dogs upon me.

@abbyzhenyuri yeah can't help but wonder how they'd feel about how @bettyywettyy was coming onto me when I was 24 + they were 18 + didn't do anything to stop it aside from talking 2 my REAL LIFE friends about feeling weird encouraging it. fortunately I have more tangible reasons to want to die

@abbyzhenyuri yeah that doesn't surprise me. the horse gets higher and the bar gets lower

like hey you know who you are if we're all gonna act like middle schoolers over someone's attempted suicide when is your callout post over me dropping. we're acting like animals

@fangsaplenty that didn't seem threatening at all to me, I don't know. it really seem like he's just going through it, god knows it's harder to find foolproof ways to kill yourself than people think, but despite moral differences I don't think internet flirtations is worth suicide...

the real world does not operate like it does on the internet. driving ourselves mad to the point of (unsuccessfully I hope) ending lives over internet-bound relationships is arguably worse than my own impassioned suicide attempts years ago over love for someone 19 years my senior

like if we're all sticking our fingers in someone else's business for being (ONLINE. MIGHT I ADD.) with a 17 year old at 21, especially when we don't even know if they're alive, we might as well go ahead and cancel me as well. we should all really learn to act human sometimes.

@fangsaplenty I have to ask, what am I missing where he's implying this was the fault of others? I have no stake in this but since it is someone in our circle I can't help but pay attention.

@mheaxk I hope you're okay. I know we don't talk but you're a part of our community and I've been where you are more than once and if you're safe and you return to twitter feel free to dm me if you want a listening ear. 🫶

it's getting colder.

@bettyslingerie always! i'd love to see it if you do

@iceboxprince Can I draw your headcanon ... I mean I could never draw it better than u ofc but I feel very insane rn.....