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@shachimu bee: sweet.

stream today ! 🌼 youtube.com/watch?v=ZKImdC…

@shachimu i was like Aegeus waiting for the white sails. i kept asking Gemini what time is it in Canada. i thought kissy was in danger 😭 i couldn't focus at all 🥺 and then my VPN broke and i missed this tweet for half an hour even though i checked Twitter so many times earlier the day 😢

drawing !! twitch.tv/shachimu

@shachimu i want it so bad but if it's made in china and i have to pay for the shipment and taxes twice, that would make me the dumbest slave in the world 🥺

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@shachimu happy to know that kissy the good good girl is okay ❤️ that's enough for me. go get some rest nice mommy 🫵

ok stream on youtube tomorrow ! might stream on twitch tonight, i'll see how tired i am !! will make a tweet if i do ! 🐋

@shachimu how i wish days like these could last forever

@shachimu youtu.be/fXzWad8mjZs

stream ! twitch only twitch.tv/shachimu

@shachimu i heard that Keiko never found his place in the ocean and died alone... if only he could also have you as a company 😔 kek, who am I to pity him? this comment here is the only conversation I have with the society nowadays

stream tomorrow ! probably on youtube and twitch ! 🌼🌸✨

@shachimu it's one of the most touching movie I've ever seen 🥺 thank you shachi for introducing. it's heartbreaking to see Willy with a floppy fin 😞 yeah everyone should watch that movie

stream later !! wowie youtube.com/watch?v=DTa5SU…

@shachimu hey ma'am I saw someone bullying your starchy today. without a name he's been living a rough life :(

ok !! stream tomorrow, and with a mic ! ✨ (if nothing bad happens !!) thank you AGAIN for waiting !! 🩷 youtube.com/watch?v=buWwak…

@shachimu there are girls break up by signaling then saying the confession was just truth or dare so nothing ever happened. surely it's okay when girls do that but I won't do something like that if I were a girl so that no one would have thoughts like this.

@shachimu it might sounds superstitious but sometimes I think maybe I, or we are the reason you get unfortunate so often, like fate? girls hide their intentions in "coincidences". it's frustrating. so I left sometimes, yet accidents happened without me anyway. good news? idk.

hii the earliest my dog can be seen by a specialist is late next week, so im taking her to the vet for bloodwork every other day until then. her most recent test showed improvement, but she's not out of the woods and i don't have any answers as to what happened. the possibilities the ER vet gave ranged from really mild conditions to really horrible ones. hopefully what's going on continues to improve and can be figured out soon ; ; she's acting very normal and is enjoying her food / exercise / play, so i'm grateful for that at least !! if things don't go south again i will try to reschedule my stream for thursday or friday !! it might be out of no where, i'm really taking things day by day. sorry for the reschedule again and for not having a clear date to move it to ; w ; b

@shachimu and it's really tricky because girls want boys to be smart and dumb at the same time to adopt the reality that benefits girls the most. I saw people quarreling about whether we should take your gaming chair as a signal before.

@shachimu oh shachi... please don't stress yourself out, relying on your fans to comfort you in a stream is always a choice, whenever you don't feel well. you are not alone 🫂

hi i just got back from the emergency vet. unfortunately i had good reason to take her. she's feeling fine and was able to come home with me. what had me concerned only became apparent after i scheduled my stream. i need to wait to take her to a specialist to find out what is causing the current issue. truthfully, i am feeling very anxious and am exhausted. it's extremely difficult having more uncertainty and another major health scare pop up only two days after her most recent check up that showed she was healing well. i do not think i will feel any better until i get more answers. i'm really sorry ; ; i know a lot of you were looking forward to me coming back after a month and a half of being away to get her treatment, but i'm not in the headspace where i can have fun and relax right now. i'll try again soon. again, i'm really sorry ; _ ;

Will this be 100% hand-drawn by you personally, or might assistants/AI be involved? @shachimu The TOS doesn't mention it. As it's opened to everyone including strangers, this still matters.

@shachimu nose is her third eye, she will recognize you with that eye 🤍 going blind is scary 🥺 maybe an item with your smell would give her some support during surgeries 🫂

second surgery went well ! had a rough day after, but she's bounced back a lot. kissy is going blind due to primary glaucoma. one of her eyes was unsalvageable, but the surgeries in her still functioning eye will hopefully retain her vision for a while. she will likely go completely blind at some point in her life, but i think it's better she sees for as long as possible. the recovery isn't painful but is long and requires a lot of attention. she is not seeing very well right now and needs extra assistance on top of medication 6 times a day. i'll do whatever is needed for her !! thank you all for your kind messages and support during this time ! 🩷

@shachimu Anyone who’s passed Puppy Psychology 101 can see this poor soul is stressed. Her micro-expressions are literally screaming ‘Get me out of here.’ It’s a clear cry for help—she’s basically telling me she belongs at my place.

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@shachimu you didn't fear haters because you took the money and could always abandon everything and hide. just randomly release pfps and quit promising would've given fans something to justify it when humiliated. how about standing with your defenders next time like standing with your dog?

@shachimu many people felt mistreated and left back then. they won't hear your sorry or thanks. I know you are grateful, im willing to be happy for that, but i can't. even now, years later, whenever i see Ms Beast i feel like nothing matters and get suicidal. still happy for kissy.

hello ! just an update ! my dog had her first surgery, she's doing okay ! i don't want to go into detail of what her affliction is right now, but this treatment plan has a good success rate ! she has become a special needs pup, which will require me to be at home and available to administer her medications throughout the day. her comfort is my priority, so i am reworking all of my plans around her.