Hello,
I'm leaving @VoltaicAim .
sorry to add on what seems to be the biggest crisis this niche has ever seen in its lifespan but, it's a decision I've been pondering for over a year actually, not really influenced by any of the bullshit going on lately or other references partially abandoning the community.
Last year around this same date, I was on the verge of making the exact same decision, but I still felt like there was some energy left in me or interest in sharing the vision VT has, which was community driven improvement. I really enjoyed my time being a pillar of guidance within this community, and it still seems surreal the amount of support I got from everyone, how many of you actually sat down and listened to me, took my crackhead aiming theories and implemented into your methods.
It's been sick, I still think to this day aiming is the rawest display of mechanical ability in gaming and I celebrate anyone pursuing their own improvement in this craft. And I will feel eternally grateful for the platform @sinizap and @HotRodRe_ gave me. Safe to say if it wasn't for Voltaic - and Aimlabs in 2023 - I would have completely quit this discipline a long time ago.
But my mentality has shifted, I am the type of person who does bad when I distribute my energy between too many projects, things. I no longer have an inquisitive desire to craft and keep on building onto what little abstract theory there is about moving your mouse and player model in videogames.
I'm on a very selfish state of mind right now, with Deadlock beta releasing in a near future, with my own personal projects, I just don't have the fuel anymore to be in part of a greater collective that I simply just don't resonate with anymore, and I need to collect all my energy into what I believe in, with no distractions.
Another thing that had also made me uncomfortable was, when representing a community, being a part of something greater, I feel the responsibility of aligning my thoughts with the "morals" of the collective, and the whole ecosystem it is part of. Just disliked the inevitable strings attached of aligning with something greater, even though that might be the case again in the future, I'd enjoy some freedom.
I don't say this because of Voltaic, I say it because of me, the more I've learned about things the more controversial my ideas have gotten. Maybe I'll share some in the future, I'm not in any rush.
I've always disliked the term aim community, the word "aimer", just seemed as useless junk, even though at some point maybe I also was younger and naive and romanticized these things, I just grew too judgmental, maybe hateful of people
I will still play aimtrainers for my own improvement/learning/maintenance sake, probably will dive into more experimental LG/1v1 shit. I will still coach. I will finish my work with my students in Amped IYKYK, probably will resume my own individual coaching afterwards.
I'll still be around, just not under a limelight.
Thank you guys, forever in my heart @VoltaicAim 💛⚡️
@mojakkkk Hoje em dia minha vida tá muito melhor, em todos os aspectos, mas dá muita saudades de competir em alto nível em algo que eu tanto gosto, que no caso, é jogar
@mojakkkk Em questão fincanceira e psicológica, com certeza não sinto falta do Fortnite.
O que eu sinto falta é da euforia da competição, de acordar todo dia com uma garra absurda de querer fazer diferença em algo, coisa que só o lol e fortnite conseguiram fazer.+
@guidusty Mas é aquelas, os médicos que ela diz ser ótimos são médicos que estudaram muito e ralaram pra cacete.
Os que são ruins, na maioria dos casos são pessoas que só estão onde estão por conta da grana
@guidusty Minha mãe é enfermeira na UPA, vive dizendo que tem VÁRIOS médicos que são recém formados, que só estão lá na função por conta de ter dinheiro pra pagar a faculdade, pq eles são péssimos, não sabem o que tão fazendo.
Mas no outro caso ela diz que tem uns que são incriveis
Em meio esse caos da minha vida que foi o @Brasil_Fortnite, nos encontramos. @brenosalviano_
Obrigado pela sua passagem meu eterno irmao. do jogo para a Vida!!!
F, para voce e sua linda historia marcada de grandes conquistas tanto no jogo quanto na vida.