Zahraaaa

Build up your waters to feel this. hehe we are zahra’iys.

6:30am because i’m not another man’s woman being jealous of another woman x

i’m much smarter than you think i am, i was just burning in Hell 😔 and now i am out of it x God saved me from Hell even more when they blocked me tbh it sped up the burning and took me out because sins would have just pulled me back and so the change would have taken longer.

if they had been tested and passed then they would still be on the program but since they are their own Gods, it’s not the case anymore. I have become the brick to their blessings and i’ll be the replacement in a year when i change and have lots of knowledge.

so since i’ve been tested and i passed, they were tested at the same time and they failed hence why they haven’t changed and i have. They’re going to become Kuffar soon :( So you ask, why did they fail and i pass? it’s because they lied throughout and did haram things like call the police while i was cute little me screaming on a wittle account that no one knows about and i apologised to people and i was sincere while they were showing their insincerity. i’m glad that the imam was on my side because he was sending my signs to be patient because i was being tested while.. they :(( i want to cry for them but obvs i have other things to cry about.

So i have found that i had attracted a lot of jealousy in the past and from certain individuals, quite a lot actually and it was reflected in their speech “she thinks she’s all of that” etc. and so that jealousy threw off some fire in my heart, which is anger.. two sides of the same coin.. both are in Hell. A true shia doesn’t experience these things because they’re connected to the endless water and so they aren’t reactive (angry) and they aren’t jealous etc. They are actually very calm, collected and they only react when they feel like they need to, but other than that they need to be all water. I have found myself changing dramatically in these areas, my faults are much clearer which is what a true believer is supposed to feel and I don’t feel a need to react to disrespect because i am genuinely not angry at all, i am not phased by jealousy and it doesn’t give burn a flame in my heart anymore because i am simply under her Wilayah. Like i said, this is a journey and it isn’t just a case of you thinking that you know about the Wilayah, this idiot tweeted that i was a “ho*” and i didn’t react because i have her wilayah and he doesn’t, unfortunately and it is reflected in his actions that he is currently in Hell.. poor Him. Please pray for him 😔❤️‍🩹 Anyways, let’s get back on track and carry on with sipping on the waters because we’ve been saved and he still, clearly hasn’t. The only reason i tweeted about him is because i saw the satan in him and i needed to inform people, because they get hurt by a hidden satan. I have three spiritual zahra’iy brothers and none of them are jealous, they don’t compare themselves to other people and they are very calm even during disrespect because they have the river within them, they only react when they feel like it is necessary for the religion and for their reputation which is linked to the religion as a and that’s upon forethought. As for these kids that think that they’re us, unfortunately they’re not and it’s sad and i hope that Fatima al Zahraa takes them out of Hell so that they can come in with us and be as cute and as calm as us in these situations because i’m seeing things in the light of Sayyida Zainab (as) and i don’t feel angry at all, completely detached. So it seems like God chose us and he tested us throughly to reach this level of Faith, where we don’t have anxiety or stress while he gave certain people tests *hint hint* and they failed them so they’re back to square one of having poor intentions and just hearts of bricks, a reflection of a non zahra’iy. Faith is a journey, once you’ve cultivated this relationship with your mother you’re in a good place :) so although these fake Zahra’iys are around us, we need to understand that we are lowkey above them and we shouldn’t let satan drag us down we need to keep sipping on the waters. Let them suffer in Hell by themselves and it is genuinely a sign for us to keep sipping more because we have SOME heat that is attracting their internal devils. Keep sipping on the waters my brothers and sisters in faith, you’ll get there and copy my A’maal.

Before Fajr thoughts, 04:23am - Wednesday 15th July I’ll write them down after i’ve finished praying, but i’m doing a’maal and thinking about quite a lot of things that have changed about the state of my heart. I have just recited Du’a al Faraj a couple of times and some surah al Qadr, aiming to do 100 before prayer and salawat upon her. This month has been a period of change, quite a lot of interesting things happening and changing me for the better under the Wilayah of Fatima al Zahraa (as) and covers being are being removed, yesterday i mentioned it being trauma to the eyes.. having all my deficiencies being laid infront of people and God doesn’t show it to you until you have more waters with you. I will either update this or subtweet it after prayer to share my full thoughts this month after my a’maal and changing my mindset and what makes these a’maal different to the previous ones that i’ve done for years.