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i don’t do casual. you’re either my husband or you’re in his way.

Your entire life is already written. You just haven’t read it yet. When Einstein’s friend Michele Besso died in 1955, Einstein wrote to his family: “For us believing physicists, the distinction between past, present, and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion.” In Einstein’s equations, time doesn’t flow. It exists as a dimension, like height or width, spread out in a four-dimensional block called spacetime. Your birth, your death, and every moment between exist simultaneously as coordinates in this block. What you call “now” is just your consciousness moving through already-existing events, like a spotlight sliding along a pre-recorded film. The experimental evidence for this is overwhelming. GPS satellites prove it daily. Time runs faster in orbit due to weaker gravity. If time were universal and flowing, this wouldn’t happen. But if time is a dimension that gets warped by mass and energy, then different locations experience different rates of “passage” through the time dimension. Particle accelerators confirm it too. When scientists accelerate particles to near light speed, those particles experience time dilation. From our perspective, they decay more slowly. From their perspective, our entire experiment happens in an instant. Same events, different coordinates in the time dimension. But the deepest confirmation comes from quantum entanglement experiments. When two particles become entangled, measuring one instantly affects the other across any distance. Einstein called this “spooky action at a distance” because it seemed to require faster-than-light communication. But if past, present, and future all exist simultaneously, the communication isn’t happening across space. It’s happening across the complete four-dimensional structure where both measurements already exist as eternal facts. The measurement doesn’t cause the correlation. The correlation exists timelessly throughout the block universe. Think about what this means for free will. Every choice you believe you’re making exists as an eternal coordinate in spacetime. Your decision to read these words was never “made.” It simply exists at these coordinates the same way the Eiffel Tower exists at its coordinates. You experience the illusion of choosing because your consciousness encounters each decision point sequentially. But the choice itself is as fixed and permanent as your height. Your memories aren’t records of the past. They’re present-moment brain states that create the subjective experience of having had a past. Your anticipation of the future isn’t prediction. It’s a present-moment brain state that creates the subjective experience of approaching events. The flowing river of time is a construction your consciousness creates to make sense of its movement through eternally existing coordinates. What you call life is just consciousness reading itself.

the fountain of youth is actually just a pure heart

soul to my soul

أحيانًا أحس الحب يكمن في هالتفاصيل الصغيرة

‘until we meet again’

everyone is so emotionally intelligent these days that they completely miss the part where love sometimes mean being patient with someone who’s still figuring things out

Grief sits heavy on Sundays. I take it with me to the art galleries, walks by the river and movies. It is always a bit better with nature and art.

"The Kiss" A 12,000-year-old rock painting at Pedra Furada in Brazil.

Depiction of the Milky Way in the Tomb of Ramesses VI.

24 years ago, linkin park released ‘in the end’

Here's what YouTube looked like in 2006 exactly 19 years ago

The very first sunrise of the 2000s, the dawn of a new millennium