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i want to also make it clear to anyone during this little spree of negativity i'm currently on that i am not an incel. this isn't me distancing myself from incels because i think that something is bad about them, rather i do not wish to larp as a fakecel or someone who can truly relate to THEIR lived experience. my world is different, but i am just sharing my own point of view
what i am is just chronically loveless, and generally sickened by stooping to very low level carnal interactions. women expect me to be a dumb himbo chad for them to fulfill their sexual desires with and when i am a thoughtful strongly-feeling and loving person that is a deviation from the script which they did not price in and which they find very offputting and want nothing to do with
i can not fault them entirely, the caliber of women that seek to use me physically also have pampered my standards severely (from a superficial perspective) and so i struggle to bring myself to settle for a more modest woman who maybe actually could see something in me. from the way i see it this is no different than the typical "women date up men date what they can get" framework that incels refer to when it comes to lookism though. i don't see why i should HAVE to go so far below my looksmatch just to find someone who can appreciate the love i have to give. why should it be someone who wants me because they know i'm out of their league, like someone hoarding some scarce valuable. why can't it be someone who maybe did have the ability to choose, but saw worth in me and made that choice...
regardless, it is still hypocritical of me to larp as an incel (though i have not had sex in five years, this has largely been out of discomfort with the idea of casual sex, caused by my experience with casual sex and disliking how it made me feel) and it's somewhat hypocritical to say women are incapable of loving someone like myself. rather it's that women, women faced with someone like me, will seek out a far lower friction, lower commitment option instead if they can, or at least someone good enough who is still easier to deal with
i feel like this is a very specific unique experience, but because of how this website works there may be some who relate. i however have not met many like this in real life, it is a very isolating experience. it is hard to explain to anyone i know just what is "off", as they otherwise wonder why i can't find anyone or how within a few days of excitement over a potentially new person in my life i am quickly in some new and yet always surprising way disappointed
so i am here on the internet airing these thoughts out to strangers who i do not know, because at least then they might reach someone like myself. i made this account to talk about cryptocurrency btw
i haven't been held lovingly since 2019

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@imhoplite @unsaltycracker Oh defend a guy that sends dick pics. Classy.
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@becomeharmony @unsaltycracker jeremy did nothing wrong. You on the other hand suck off jews
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