It's easy to think on what you want to do in the future, what's not easy is how to start chasing it. That phase is the draining one, to the point your dreams get blurry, that's why in the end you can't see anything and can't start anything.
To anyone reading this: Keep trusting your journey, even when it’s hard. Every step, every sacrifice, is shaping you into the person you’re meant to be. You’re not alone. Keep going. 🫂
U know just because he’s physically there or sends messages doesn’t mean he’s truly present. True connection comes from someone who listens, understands, and actually makes you feel seen not someone who fills the silence with empty words.
Reminder: Choose someone who talks to you, even when the answers are hard, not someone who leaves you confused and guessing. Choose someone who faces the hard conversations, not avoids them. Someone who listens to understand, not just to reply.
Sometimes, people who choose not to marry or have children aren't afraid of commitment, they're afraid of passing on the trauma they grew up with. They want to break the cycle, not repeat it. Their choice comes from self-awareness and a desire to protect the next generation.
"you handled it so well" no, I didn't. I shattered quietly. I forced myself to function while my mind was falling apart. I didn't grow from it I just got better at hiding the damage.
