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Give me the motivation to work-

I feel I’m not eating clean enough no matter what I do. I feel dirty-

I’m 7th grade I would read ED fanfics. I think that’s where it all started.

gaining really does affect your self confidence.

To take accountability is to grow.

Avocado toast, dark chocolate to break a 19h fast. Total cal: 313

@terrorful79301 @Arsemmyc I understand you to a degree. I have severe health ocd; it causes me to not be able to do many things- or else I’ll” die”.

but my OCD is stuff like “ hit your hip against the table / tap the table 3 times / go upstairs and downstairs 3 times every hour or else something terrible is going to happen to you and your family ( or other consequences ) “ and the thing is THE TERRIBLE THINGS MY MIND TELLS THAT ARE GOING TO HAPPEN ACTUALLY HAPPEN I DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW THIS HAPPENS IT SCARES ME SO MUCH

if you’re in OCD therapy tell me your advice because if i try to ignore my compulsions then the bad things my mind is warning me about actually happen so what do i do because for me there is no reassurance of the bad things not happening it actually does happen i’m scared

I am so mentally unstable I don’t believe I’ll ever become of something

I have a weigh in soon. I don’t wish to confront this.

I would like to find mutuals— -intro 18y/o Ortho/ocd/panic she/they INTJ

@requiemofbones @terrorful79301 Omg yesss a grwm would be so cool

@terrorful79301 would u ever film a grwm but ur own style ofc doesn’t even have to have a voice over !! ur style is so cool

selfie from my DBT group on Monday do you see my Hannibal pin on my scarf

It feels as if everything is poisoned or I’m secretly allergic towards.. I hate this make it stop

I’m disgusting I don’t deserve what’s coming— -

@terrorful79301 I totally get you. I had to go out today and it was dreadful. So humid— -

I HATE THE SUMMER i have to wear long sleeves no matter the season to hide my disgusting mutilated boney arms i overheat and get nauseous so easily i hate this season so much please winter autumn come back i miss you

@sheswatchingme @terrorful79301 Ikr I miss the blonde

@terrorful79301 are you going to dye your hair blonde again?

let’s do Q&A in the comments ask me questions if you’re curious about anything

How do I suppress these feelings

If I cannot control my urges then who’s to say I’ll ever become something more in life.

@terrorful79301 I started watching Hannibal bc u keep mentioning it. It’s act so good!!! thx for the recommendation.

@apotemnophilic How not? If I may ask!

@inano01n no

@kikicalories Up ur intake. It’ll sort itself out-