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@inth3valley

I wish to live deliberately || priv: @notinth3valley -16 DNF

she/her | 20 | basic dni Katılım Mayıs 2023
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lily@inth3valley·
seeing the raccoons who live at my work tonight for the first time bc it’s my first night shift here. best day of my life
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lily@inth3valley·
working with the coworker who i know thinks im a fucking moron. we haven’t said a single word to each other yet and it’s been just us for almost 90 minutes.
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heyba@criedfricknn·
cried so much but still cant make peace with the fact that the kiind of life i envision for myself remains inaccessible due to reasons beyond my control
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♰ 𝙽𝚊𝚎𝚝𝚘
♰ 𝙽𝚊𝚎𝚝𝚘@fw_naetoblaq·
Being on the AuDHD spectrum is so annoying because the only routine/habit i can fully commit to is substance abuse and thats kinda bullshit.
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lily@inth3valley·
i think i’m gonna do the ABC diet again until i lose 20lbs in total. might be doing that diet for 2 months but we’ll see. i’m gonna draw a cute lil tracker for it too :)
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lily@inth3valley·
i hate that i have to go to someone’s dumbass profile to block them
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mouse🐭(1.4/10lbs)
mouse🐭(1.4/10lbs)@cupcakes4cals·
how do you make yourself do anything? /gen i sleep, eat, starve, walk + work, but i have such a hard time doing anything else. i have no hobbies. i barely get out of bed if i’m not at work or walking. showering + skincare is the enemy. i feel like a shell of a person 😔
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lily@inth3valley·
car battery died and i had to ask my bsf’s dad (who is also like my second father and also my boss) to jumpstart me but i only succeeded in making everyone late for work and making him drive me to work. i wanna cut myself till i bleed out kinda
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madoka magicock@rifflexielian·
my preferences for fiction often run dark but i genuinely cannot handle 'no one showed up to their birthday' 'no one showed up to their event they worked really hard on' etc. Just give me the cannibalism I can't do this shit man
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lily@inth3valley·
taking off my glasses when i’m in crowds as a form of anxiety management
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lily@inth3valley·
bf is a lil submissive and likes to be used/sensory deprivation oh im in that
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amora^^🩸
amora^^🩸@amorapinguin·
Não teria que passar por isso se não tivesse me suicidado aos 13 anos
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lily@inth3valley·
was fully sober yesterday for a couple hours last night and fully convinced myself the only future i have is suicide. im just gonna stay on that weed for now if that’s alright with everyone.
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lily@inth3valley·
i got sunburnt so badly guys i’m fire engine red all over
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lily@inth3valley·
every year that i let myself live beyond my brother will just be more horrifying than the last as the terrible realization sets in of just how young my brother was and just how much more life he could’ve had if we had gotten him help
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