Isn't life so fun?
I mean honestly.
Maybe I've always been tied to this fate.
Having "friends" then all of a sudden gone in an instant for someone that they barely know.
But, I've accepted that long ago. Now I'm just a phantom of my previous efforts.
Fun ain't it?
:D
friends? what are those? I know only know classmates who talk to me for their own convenience. Honestly, I really don't care if that's the case. Not like I hold any actual impact on them, yeah?
:D
It doesn't matter if I disappear without a trace, they don't even care.
I only exist in their mind as the guy who's good at English, and only actually talk to me when they need help with it.
And here I was, thinking I actually had friends for once haha.
:D
Even if I cut contact with them, and disappear, it really doesn't matter, it won't change anything, I was never anything to them but someone who helps them with English.
I knew I was better off just keeping to myself, so I don't have to deal with this shit.
:D
I'm stupid, why did I think I genuinely mad 'friends'. Turns out they'll only really talk to me when they need something from me. Funny, I really wish I should've just stayed in my lane since the very start instead of trying to merge in with others.. haha.
:D