anytime i see my mother she asks if i have a boyfriend even my grandma is wondering if boys take any interest in me no they fucking dont just leave me alone i know its over
@lockedheartchar It's valid to feel that way. You can always try your best, but you can not avoid feeling that way because it's a fear of you, i think the best you can do about it it's talk it out
im so scared of my friends or partner dying and its such a sudden fear but i literally can’t do anything i can’t eat i can’t sleep im shaking all the time and i feel so useless in helping them ,i hate myself why can’t i help them get better instead of just panicking
without sounding edgy was anyone else just born like desensitised to all form of gore, like i don’t understand how i am i just always have been and like yeah i js wondered if anyone was the same way
as soon as I turn 16 what if I get my driver's permit and then I just like drive by myself without anyone knowing and die in a car crash by drowning the car in the lake or smth or going into a tree
@lockedheartchar I understand it, chill, I'm almost in the same spot if it wasn't for my boyfriend tbh, i care more about my oomfs to the point where i try to respond to them all, i dont like ppl to be left out because i know it feels like shit, and it frustrates me when i dunno what to say