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Another year gone.
A year that broke my heart more than once.
A year that pulled me away from everything I love, everything that makes me… me.
A year that stole my joy, some people I loved… and probably a piece of my soul.
And my liver haha.
(Okay. Sorry. I swear the rest of this will be less chaotic.)
Still, I’m grateful.
Because I got lost. Properly lost. Deep in the abyss and somehow, that’s how I finally found myself again. Fully.
The funny thing about walking a dark path for years (real years) is that when you finally hit the actual fucking bottom, you’re not scared of falling anymore.
So you climb…
And if you fall again, well, we don't care because you already know pain and this bitch has nothing more to teach you anymore. Even the worst pain… eventually stops hurting.
But…
I didn’t do this alone.
This year I didn’t exist for myself and yet I’m with myself again.
If I’m writing this here, on the last day of 2025, it’s for a plot twist… nah, just kidding. Whether anyone reads this or not, I want this moment to exist somewhere. On this VP account.
Because it matters.
This stupid little thing is how some incredible people found their way into my life. Especially the one who became my brother, not by blood but by soul. Really hard by soul.
It might sound cheesy but if I still love life, even just a little, it’s because of him.
Je t’aime, mon frère 💚 Merci pour tout @Hemnau
And yeah. I’ll say it.
Thank you to VP and to this absolutely ridiculous game called Cyberpunk 2077 for setting off the most unhinged butterfly effect imaginable.
I know it sounds a bit weird but I love this community even when I disappear. You make me feel like I belong. I am grateful for that, it's important to say it and to speak out.
On my account. Forever.
I’m terrible with feelings but I mean this. I’m overflowing with affection (I mean literally I wipe my chin rn) for this hobby and for the people who do it so damn well. Number one fan, baby, always.
To those still lying at the bottom of the abyss :
I see you.
We bleed together.
This is a cycle.
It ends.
And when it does, you’ll still be here to watch it collapse behind you, It will be magnificent.
The weight will leave the same way it came : quietly without asking permission.
Until then, hold on.
And if tonight gets a little blurry… well, that’s kind of the point.
See you on the other side of midnight.
With all my love,
Mia 🖤
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