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Day Quinn
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Day Quinn
@itzyourdaydream
Supreme confidence, deep crippling insecurity.
Iowa City, IA Katılım Nisan 2022
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I can't stress enough how much "I Love You Boy" by Russ means to me. Like the story behind how I discovered it is crazy in itself.
Basically I was in my car talking to God and crying and everything and then I went into my apartment to do something and I literally told God I was gonna talk to him again in just a sec. Well next thing you know I was scrolling on X and I saw this song pop up on my FYP, and I like checking out new music and hadn't really heard of this Russ guy before. I go ahead and play "I Love You Boy" through a link in the post I saw, and I kid you not within the first 10 seconds or so of the 1st verse I stated balling my eyes out, again. God was like, no, I'm gonna talk to YOU with this one.
I don't relate to the song completely bar for bar, but it's pretty damn close, and obviously that's the case if it made me ball my eyes out. I actually cried to the song for at least the first 5 times I played it back. It's literally just the fact that it's this grown man spitting shit that hits home in just such a raw (and talented I might add) way.
So yes I know this song bar for bar now, and I hope dearly that some of the contents from the 3rd and last verse come true for me. The 7 figure checks, international bookings, private jets and all that success.
I actually ended up buying the digital copy of the whole album it's on, "Santiago". This is actually the first piece of music I've ever paid for. This whole album is a masterpiece and made me fall in love with Russ as an artist.
Yes, this was a long post, but I just want people to know how much I love the song, appreciate Russ, and believe that God responded to me that day.
Lastly, as of writing this post, my bio here om X as well as at least 2 other platforms is "Supreme confidence, deep crippling insecurity." This is a line from the beginning of the second verse that I relate to perfectly. I really feel on top of the world sometimes, while I truly struggle with extreme levels of insecurity. It perfectly explains my ego, at least when it comes to my confidence about myself.
God bless Russ and thank you again for this masterpiece.
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Lol one of the reasons that when I was in my psychosis that was a little over 2 years ago now, I thought I was Satan (Say-Ten) playing the role of Jesus Christ (She Just Cries), is because I thought God would do it differently the second time around. Also it's not that I thought I was evil on some level, simply that I thought I understood evil and that Satan is also an Angel and an angel of light at that, shining light on everything. Also an angel of music I believe.
So yea I don't believe this anymore but honestly if I am someone super important, then maybe this sorta idea might not be far from what people would be describing me as.
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Omg the thought just occurred to me that what if I'm the ONLY ONE who cares about the significant things about reality that I talk about. On top of that what I make discoveries or predictions that are accurate like wouldn't that make me "The One" if I changed the collective consciousness on things in a major way? This is what I mean by I entertain the idea of being the Second coming of Jesus but don't actively think it.
I just think regardless I do think I'm someone important. I can very easily see how I could start a movement of people who genuinely do want to see a society of full transparency, and knowing the truth on all matters.
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And even if I'm just simply wrong about the elimination of lies and secrets entirely, you can't really sit there and tell me that's not a good idea. Like c'mon seriously be so for real, you know deep down that if we actually achieved a society of no lies and no secrets at all, that the world would be an objectively better place hands down.
It's just my vision for the future as someone that lives by that code and believes it IS possible with our technology. I just want to see this happen so damn bad because it would be amazing and everyone hearing this message out or coming across me online KNOWS that it's the case that this would just hands down be good for humanity.
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Everyone just gots to get off the bs, and clear up any baggage they got...
I mean everything I'm saying is just coming. Even if I'm wrong about the surveillance part of it, you can't tell me that the super intelligence part alone won't make lying and secrets near impossible.
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