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i’m over my ex, i really am but some days i realize i’m not over the bullshite he put me through

i know they mean well, and i luv them for it— but jfc i’ve gained SO MUCH BLOODY WEIGHT i need to lose it and them insisting i eat isn’t helping 😭

what i luv about ramadan: the ability to eat nothing all day and no one says shite what i hate about ramadan: my friends being hyperaware of me not having iftar/sahoor and pushing me to eat

late, i know but jfc this week has been utter arse

ramadan kareem everyone 💕 💕 رمضان كريم

。 ｏ ○ ╭◜◝ ͡ ◜ ͡ ╮ ╭◜◝ ͡ ◜◝ ͡ ◝╮ ( thinking ) ( about ) ╰◟◞ ͜ ╭◜◝ ͡ ◜◝ ͡ ◝ ͡ ╮◞◟◞ ╯ ( being skinny! ) ╰◟◞ ͜ ◟◞ ͜ ◟◞ ╯

…i wish i looked as sick as i felt, rotted on the inside.

i honestly don’t know what i’m doing with myself any more…it’s all just the same and in the few moments i find myself feeling content, twist, fade and make me feel sicker than yesterday…

✨ رمضان كريم

getting raw dogged by depression so hard i hit a new level of dissociation

back on my bullshite

i’m so hungover it’s actually finna k!ll me this time 😭

@babyteethrot can’t lie

edtwt, if u WERE a food, what food would you be?

breakups are good for your future & your waistline coz i can’t stomach shite rn

(never do as i do, it’s dangerous, please be safe out there)

today’s omad: codeine & wine

so apparently my ex said to my best friend that when i’m back home for end of term break he wants to “sit me down” & “make me apologize for what i did”…mate says this to my BEST FRIEND & expects her NOT to tell me?? & she knows DAMN WELL U ARE AT BLOODY FAULT FOOK OFF YOU SHITE!