きょう || Shedtwt

Sw: 55kg (bmi 19,1) Cw: profile. Lw: 41,7kg (bmi 14,5) I think Gw: 35kg (bmi 12,2) Ugw: 30kg (bmi 10,4) maybe less! Unpinning at ugw!! 😋 #ed #edtwt Introduction | V

I’m usually alright at comforting, but I literally can’t find a way to comfort people when I’m not even the tiniest bit happy myself, life is torture

@r0ttedfutur3 @pinkhaired_cass Literally 😭 what makes her think it’s okay to say something like that

Hey so if you think doing shit like this is ok please block me!! Making fun of mental illnesses isn’t cool at all especially when you’re apart of a community of similarly disordered people ✌️😁

@alexandreahelp This is crazy to say about a girl who’s been in the ward for years, you talk about it like she has any other way of coping, get over yourself

I’m gonna kill my psychiatrist she said she would write my diagnosis down, but it’s not in my app, so now I’m just crying for some dumb reason

I thought getting a diagnosis would help me, but now I feel so horrible, if I had the opportunity I would kms, there’s so many things I can’t just do, but I know whatever this is, it won’t get any better, but maybe it’ll motivate me to starve

I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia, but I don’t feel like it right, but it could just be me, I really thought it was something else, I don’t feel heard anymore, might aswell just kill myself

After I fuck my boyfriend I’m going to epically kill myself

Sighs I wanna slice and bleed but unfortunately it’s now summer and I don’t handle heat well, so I’ll die

God damn 😭 this draft picture I look so very skinny

@yaoigoonerwife Ahhh I see, it makes sense now

@yaoigoonerwife How does yours look like that, mine looks so boring

Thinking waking up 1 hour before in my own language isn’t bad, proceeds to think in English one hour would’ve been bad 😭 okay buddy

I don’t know if I fully understand one arm out of the shirt thing but it’s definitely not that hot anymore 😭

For motivational purposes and for cosplay for mcm I will be trying to learn a dance everyday 😭 pray for me, it’s almost 5 am and I’ve learnt redred by cortis, I need to work out somehow right?😓

Everything, I can’t just decide if they’re a bitch im a bitch 🫩 GUH I need to be studied

I hate how fast I go from defending someone, to absolutely hating the same person like basically right after, I hate them so much, I blame everything on them, as if it’s their fault and it wasn’t already things I struggled with before, but defending them id blame myself for

How I feel when I want to cut but can’t AHHHHHHHHH I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE LET ME SLICE MY ARM OPEN

@sevenflings No 💔

european oomfs do yall have ac ? i'm trying to see smth

@FelixRauch38861 @kawi_wii_yay0 @callmekunii As for my memory, I’ve never hit beans without multi swiping, but a lot of people don’t like that

@izzkyou @kawi_wii_yay0 @callmekunii Hmh okay i understand. I foudn Out that it cvts better when i don't only use the Edge. Could you explain me how i can get deep cvts, around beans, with an razor Blade ? Only If you are comfortable to Tell me

@FelixRauch38861 @kawi_wii_yay0 @callmekunii You won’t necessarily get wide scars from baby beans or styro but at the same time having long scars that a beans length won’t exactly be safe

@izzkyou @kawi_wii_yay0 @callmekunii I am aiming for wide deep styros or even beans on my underarm Bit more likely the upper Side of my underarm. I only have cvts that are around 2 maybe 3 cm in lenght but i want Long and wide ones and i Hope with deep styros or Baby beans i gonna get cvts that gonna Look Like that