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my partner set up a gofundme! please donate or share if you can :3 gofund.me/f3c63284

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i live in a personal hell (somehow) of my own making

@werepum still kicking somehow 🙌 [my organs dont like me anymore tho]

@jadegotbeans hey

hey soooo uh can someone remember check in around mid march to see if im still of this world?? thx besties

@cindermage would

a couple fellas

@citrusgirlpaige life off spiro is something

I haven’t taken my blocker in like two weeks and it’s almost 80°F today so I smell like gunpowder and I’m nervous around everyone and I wanna hurt something

@Lilitheriann out of hair, but can offer other things to ruin (likeasanendearingoldersiblingwould)

I wanna ruin your hair (asendearingasanoldersiblingwould)

my parents were like i'm gonna raise a daughter who will k!ll herself before asking for help

@FEMSOFTWARE :c

Hating myself rn

@citrusgirlpaige • peripheral kits are cheap asf • iv poles are next to nothing/can be built • pumps are cheap to make and program • 70% iso and povidone iodine are inexpensive • im sure i can find cheap saline too since your kidneys probs wouldn't enjoy a lot of LR all the time

@jadegotbeans wait the line is only like $3 this whole setup is gonna be like. Maybe $15 a session that’s fucking awesome

I wanna build a DIY IV hydration setup that sounds really nice

@citrusgirlpaige chewy.com/icu-medical-la…

@jadegotbeans it probably wouldn’t even be that hard to find the hardware, getting sterile solutions without getting ripped off would be the tricky part

I'm such a masochist it needs to be studied. Fucking Catholic freak ass bitch I am

@GorpoPap if you run this, i will drag my chemo laden ass over to ulanas

Need to drop this on friday

scrimp scampi ? i hope they do

skankin it crankin it panicattak

@0h_it_Ivy if youre down with weed and can find/will consume d8 gummies, i need something tested

I FORGOT MY BONER PILLS FUCK

feel like other peoples' drive to beat cancer is like family, or a bucket list, or some grand goal i wanna be healthy enough to do mma with the girls 🤷‍♀️ that, depravity, and the bit is all that's in my corner, and somehow we're winning??

winds going goin fuck

who wanna ring my bell after i ring the bell ?

need to be weirder with oomf