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@lulupichu whats the game plan lulu?

I'm thinking about my next goal.

@lulupichu So proud grats lulu!

WE DID IT

@WallhackHQ I want a free chair @Design_OwO

@dubu_LOA bro...

i do 66 raids a week, i'm not sane

@lulupichu hate to tell you this... it's her mouse now 😂

Today's topic is that when I was playing TFM, after using stim on the base, a cat came and pressed the x key. Then she grabbed the mouse and wouldn't let go. Someone help me.

@lulupichu wow that is insane value I might have to get it... ty lulu!😇

@jam1ec_ This box appears four times like a matryoshka doll. In addition, you will also receive a box containing Abidos.👍

This box is OP

@lulupichu happy for you lulu :3

Finally, my 2nd 25wep!

@lulupichu Did u screenshot what u got? or do u remember if u got any good ones

@jam1ec_ Yeaa 50 books XD

I WON

@lulupichu Ive suspected as much when our balance patches were constantly delayed.

I couldn't log in so I was looking at an article about INVEN and found an interesting observation. inven.co.kr/board/webzine/…

@lulupichu lovin the new look lulu!

💜

@lulupichu ty for carry <3

My WS cleared Kaz HM in pug! Yipiee

@lulupichu might be a better idea to make a new account same server so u can gem share.. but if you wanna play a new class then either works!

@jam1ec_ Thank you. I'll look at the rewards and think about it.

If I create a new character on a different server using the same account, will it become a Mokoko?

@Soapyhana well you look damn good in those colours

My favourite colour is blue 💙 🤍 but you probably wouldn't think that 0:

@lulupichu wow what a whale!

Roster Update! I need to put in as much effort as I can.

@lulupichu wow that so cool how did you get it?

Thanks to everyone who helped!

@dokibird Let's go doki a step in the right direction! one that may inspire others who are enduring similar siutations to move forward!

Today was a special day for me. I'm not even sure if burn out is the right word but I’ve been in a slump since the start of the year. I tried my best to hide how bad it had gotten to my friends and dragoons since I thought it will be okay, I will get better, that this will eventually stop. Despite that, months will pass and it was still the same and my living environment started reflecting the mental state I was in. I also started being less social as my social battery was always low, ghosting and barely replying to people and abandoning projects and ideas while just trying to exist. It was getting harder for people to reach me as I looked at my messages and just never had the energy to reply back. The only person that really knew was my manager and I'm really thankful that he did his best to man the ship since while I wasn't in the right headspace, the business side of things couldn't just stop and wait for me. I kept pushing myself and I just kept going, thinking that things will improve soon but I was disassociating more and more and I never felt well rested despite sometimes sleeping 14+ hours a day. My apartment started getting messier and messier. I have a cleaner that comes in once a month but I would never let her near my closet and bedroom because of how embarrassed I was at the state it was in. The floor was barely visible as clothes, figures, plushies and other random junk were scattered everywhere. There was even a stack of flattened cardboard boxes that was building up since the beginning of the year in a corner. I kept telling myself, tomorrow, you will fix your life and get your shit together but that tomorrow kept being pushed back. 2 weeks ago was a big wake up call for me when I missed my flight to New York for my business trip. I knew at that point that I was a mess and I had to start focusing on self-care and to stop self sabotaging myself. So I made a plan with my manager when I came back from my trip, little steps on how I can slowly improve my lifestyle and productivity. I started off really small such as cleaning my keyboard and replacing my deskmat, little things that improve my workspace until I was ready for the biggest task that was bothering me the most. Today was finally that day. I got up early and spent the entire day just cleaning my closet, bedroom and the rest of the apartment. I was finally able to see the floor again! I know it's just one problem out of many that I need to fix but I'm still proud of myself. I'm also sorry to everyone that I had ghosted and I really appreciate everyone for being so patient with me. I want to revive some of my projects that I had abandoned and slowly reply to people again but I don't want to overwhelm myself too fast so I hope everyone will continue to be patient with me. I’m really happy with today, I feel like it’s a small step in the right direction, it’s progress in a long journey of recovery. I feel really good today as I finally have a clean space. Thank you for reading my little braindump, I hope it will help those who need it, to get up and just do something productive today, even if it's something small. Those small steps will eventually add up !

@Soapyhana Well deserved hehe

I'm so happy shes not in the shadowrealm 😭 I thought no one was going to see this