James

I saw these in Peru on ayahuasca. I was tunneling towards the light and a vortex. This would typically signify a breakthrough approaching but as I approached I saw one of these exact things pop its head out of the vortex and squeal in anticipation of me coming through. I then noticed several of them appears beckoning me in. They were so excited and they started skittering around the perimeter of the vortex in excitement. It made me distrustful. They were not good entities. It felt like this is how you get sucked into the reincarnation trap. They wanted me in there so bad and I rejected it. They were so angry. The vortex closed and I laid down. I experienced my own death. Not an ego death my actual death and I experienced it from the point of view of both the child and the parent simultaneously. Scarabs ran over me and then my bones disintegrated like dust in the wind. In that moment while morning the loss of my child and my parent all at once I felt the infinite love of the creator and everyone who loved me in this reincarnation. I saw up and was reborn. The ayahuasca trip continued but the next 24 hours was the most emotional I’ve ever been in my life. I’m convinced that these creatures had no interest in my evolution, only my destruction and had I gone into the vortex I would never have advanced certain relationships in this lifetime.

I doubled my ad budget and my ad is u def review and now hasn’t ran all day. Time limited preorder. I played myself.

15x I was told this was sick? I have no idea what I’m doing.

Steven Bartlett says a few glasses of wine ruined the next 3 days of his life “It's one of those areas where you don't understand the hidden cost until you really give it up for a while. I stopped drinking at 30 years old. I'm now 33. When I was 31, I thought, I'll have a drink again because now I could really A/B test it. I had a year of not drinking, decided to have a drink again” “It ruined three days of my life. I had a couple of glasses of wine, didn't get drunk. It ruined three days of my life because of the domino effect it caused” “I got worse sleep that night, and then because I got worse sleep that night, I ate more poorly the next day because my dopamine system or whatever, the cortisol system was all messed up. I podcasted worse. I didn't go to the gym that day or the day after because I felt really bad. I then slept worse, and I could track all of this on my Whoop”

I’ve struggled and crashed out trying to find the video where Nick goes on a deep dive on Saturn. Years ago. An intense breakdown. Anyone have it or seen it?

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This might be a hot take but I know someone at meta who makes $400k a year and is quite literally capped at that number for life - likely will never get a promotion strong enough to change that. 9-5 until they’re what, 50? This is not living. No matter the salary.