Jam 🍓 •.* (recovery...)

If narcissists are committed to destroying their target covertly as those in prison for murder.. is my mom gonna kill me for having dreams I try to achieve?

Day 2. Relapsed. I'm back and better baby.

even as a child i knew i wanted a cigarette

Men🤢

Getting my shit together.

remembering when the bouncer searched my bag and went “oh”

@dedgirlwalking0 When sumn in highschool told me I got TWO JUPITERS for ass cheeks😭😭😭

what triggered you to start losing weight?

Wow okay.. I ate a good meal today. I went on TikTok and saw fat people eating on my fyp.. I might relapse not even a day in I'm afraid😭

Wanting to rebuild my life completely rn. It's gonna be hard to redo 2 years of wrecking.

@eueuedd Dude Al baik is goated as fffuckkk

4cals , i made it by myself

Hello everyone. After almost 2 years of this hell. I'm going to attempt for the 5th time to recover from purging. Wish me luck. I'll also log off for a bit. I'll return to update once in a while.

This is how i feel when trying to be feminine

@yuhacal I think it's fine when you're a proper adult. Like 20+, if you're in your teens you shudnt rly pursue it all cuz yall are still maturing and all. Personally id prefer some older than me by like 1 to 4 years max ngl.

random question how do u guys feel abt the “ -2 / +2 ” age gap ? i wont judge smb else but im turning 17 this year and i cant see myself batting an eye at a 15 yr old idk 😭

hunger pains vs being full🫩

@adoreyeyo I got raped (COCSA) when I was 10-11 and don't realise it was rape until I turned 17.

can we all start dropping random lore under this post, i’m bored 💔 i’ll go first: i got pregnant at 13 (non-consensually) and had to get an abortion 🙂‍↕️

@aposikenedos But my bmi does 🫩🙏

I don't want to be called an attention seeker for finally being vulnerable. It's the eyes, everyone's watching me as I cry, so I don't. I'll keep it to myself and hope that someday, when it's not an option to refuse me, I'll get an ear that will listen and not eyes, at most.

It's been so long. It's so hard to recover cuz I'm so scared of going back to what I used to be. If I did, I'd be worthless again, as usual. It's hard to ask for help when I don't look like I need it, maybe I should get to a point when I'll need it undeniably.

Fat&jolly or skinny bitch?

I would like to announce that I seriously love fries. Or anything potato. Ik I'm a fat bitch. But it's also the only food I feel safe with. Thank you <3