Most people already know why but SQ major will most likely be my last tourney. Originally q and I were unbanned by IPL in December last year, but a few days ago I was messaged basically saying that they changed their minds because some staff and contributors are uncomfortable with working on events that we participate in. We were both rebanned indefinitely and the earliest time when we can both appeal is January of next year, and then whether the ban will remain depends on whether the discomfort is still there. Due to this I feel it is better if I don't play at all as IPL staff and commentators are scattered across tournaments and LAN events. Obviously I'm disheartened because I care a ton about the community and now I'm just not sure what's the proper way to be accepted or for people to feel comfortable around me. This is just from my POV but in the past year I feel I've worked on myself and earned the trust of many players and teams through my actions and behaviors. I understand that's just a small minority of people in the community and I have no idea on how the larger casual viewerbase sees me. For me though waiting until next year is just too long for me to care anymore and it feels personal atp
