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@jaspercurse

digital diary. attempting harm reduction while also kind of relapsing. admitted 2x hospitalized 5x trying to get over it

❦┆lbmi11 ; cbmi17 Katılım Eylül 2022

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·3d

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ #edtwt⠀ intro⠀⠀ ⸝⸝⁠ ⠀ ⠀ O7 ﹒ he/him 174cm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ -⠀ relapsing, don't know what i'm doing. reliving moments inside the hospital. diagnosed anorexia + pescatarian. will try not to go below bmi 14 ⠀⠀⠀♡ / ↻ to be oomfs #shedtwt #moothunt

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·1h

@berrytecchou you are to me. best cutter on the app. butcher even

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tecchou of secrettwt@berrytecchou·3h

i wonder if i’m cutspo to anyone

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·1h

@kaane0 how many calories is half a bagel?

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kanna ⋆˚࿔@kaane0·2h

give me bagel topping ideas!!! ⤹ cottage cheese and black pepperˎˊ˗ (120kcal 14.2g protein)

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·1h

@youaremy4ngel easier to purge i guess..

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·1h

@youaremy4ngel you're asking me to swallow rags and vomit.

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·1h

my father is not letting me eat alone tomorrow. 🫩 i'll have to walk around these fuckass restaurants looking for a low calorie option ohhh god.

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·1h

things were so much easier when i just starved in front of them but if they catch me OPENLY relapsing they'll provably make me dropout from college.

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·2h

@magicalhoshiko more genies

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hoshiko@magicalhoshiko·2h

If a genie appeared in your room and granted you three wishes, what would you wish for?? I ask myself this question quite often

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·2h

@dysturbiadevour @smallandwisea i mean this is edtwt of course you're going to get triggered. we're just having a conversation about our own experiences

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dysturbia@dysturbiadevour·2h

@smallandwisea @jaspercurse I hope y'all know saying shit like this is gonna make people just starve more bc they obviously "aren't sick enough" if they can still omad 😭

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·7h

why do people do a +600cal omad when they could have smaller meals through the day, not feel so hungry all the time and avoid losing control while consuming the exact same (or even less) calories? is it about having a fulfilling meal? because...is that really worth starving for..

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@unlovablebagel i know you're not eating it all at once, i never thought that.

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mei 𝓵in@unlovablebagel·2h

@jaspercurse i’m not eating it all at once.. jesus christ why is everyone on here so patronising

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mei 𝓵in@unlovablebagel·11h

🫐🪩🥥 any more ideas ?

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·2h

@youaremy4ngel hehe thanks tojioomf

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ᴛᴏᴊɪ ꜰᴜꜱʜɪɢᴜʀᴏ || 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐭𝐰𝐭 🐾@youaremy4ngel·2h

@jaspercurse im so proud ofyou!!!!! great job! i knew you could do it

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꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse·9h

guys i actually did it. i didn't eat the crust or the pineapple and thankfully the crust was pretty thin! thank god for european pizza. i would overestimate an average pizza as 1000kcal just to be safe but i calculated it and this has max 520 calories...it was good! cheese pull..

꒰ 🗝@jaspercurse

we're at the restaurant. i can't believe this is happening. the pizzas are not too big for pizza, but they're not small either. i'm so nervous but we already ordered. i need to stay positive and try to enjoy this moment the best i can, i'm with a friend and i want to do this.

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