JAY RUKAS

Lights. Camera. Action.

never put me in a situation where i have to show you how heartless i can be. i'm a soft person, i'm kind, i care too much, and i forgive even when it hurts. i give second chances because i believe people can do better, but even someone like me has limits. if you keep hurting me, if you keep disrespecting me, something in me will change. i will stop caring, i will stop trying, and i will not beg for your attention or explain how much it hurts. i will just walk away, and when i do, you will realize you lost someone who truly cared. so do not take my kindness for granted, because once i am done, there is no going back.

Self-preservation should be the number one priority in a World where the spirit of exploitation has overcome the hearts and minds of people.

After a while you learn it was never personal, but for the sake of your own protection in disguise from your ancestors and spirit team.

Be grateful for being excluded from certain spaces and things in life as a genuine person — More often than not; many get into environments and get their innocence stripped away or exploited by predator-like spirits (both men and women) who wish they still had their soul intact.

Sometimes the Universe will isolate you for long periods of time just to protect you from certain things you ain’t meant to experience and go through — Take it as a good sign… your spiritual team is looking out for you.

So loyal, I won’t even cheat on my crush.

The illusion of “options” is making y’all misbehave and fumble genuine people.

The state of a persons soul essence will always be projected through their face and body composition — After a period of time and practice, you start to know and see what to look for.

Writers are naturally some of the best lovers because we are observers. We make you feel seen and innerstood. We listen well. We communicate clearly and articulate our emotions deeply. We know how to touch your mind, heart, and soul simultaneously. Our love is intimate poetry.

Sometimes the fortress walls of healing you’ve strategically created end up becoming a prison — Step outside, allow yourself to receive the genuine love folks want to give you and let new beautiful life experiences fill in the broken cracks.

You can love someone deeply and still need days alone. That confuses people. 12th house love isn't clingy, it's oceanic. It longs for fusion and space in the same breath. When I pull away, I'm recalibrating. It's how I come back whole. Most people equate distance with "diminishing returns," but for 12th housers, distance is what keeps the love sustainable. It's a sacred rhythm of breathing in (solitude) and breathing out (connection).

i won't control you. do what you want. Your actions will tell me how much you respect the relationship.

Being loved by the right person in the ways you need (knowingly and unknowingly) can actually accelerate your healing process in remembering your wholeness — The idea of “perfection” regarding the time or person can be the biggest self induced paralysis sometimes.

@jelthebooknerd It’s never fails and I’ve been seeing it more often than ever lol spiritual psychosis is at an all time high!

it cracks me up how when people are being bad people suddenly they become heavily invested in christianity 😂

Social media has become a complete mess to the point where I don’t even want to use it anymore — Advertisement bombardment, the slot machine format of randomized content, the over-saturated pointless posts, how unorganized everything is, etc.

I just wanna love you baby.

@jelthebooknerd Folks be tracking demons into their house without even realizing it by doing that. Walking all up in subway stations, places where animals defecate, restrooms… the list goes on!

why are you wearing your outside shoes in the house? EW

Anyone else been experiencing crazy dreams at night this whole month??