I AM Jen

Proud of who I'm becoming and even more proud of who I'm leaving behind..the old me. The new me is filled with nothing but light. 💫✨

BRB, crying over Rihanna’s effortless Royalty. I SEE you Queen, @rihanna !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

We don’t see things as they are. We see things as we are. 🪞

I am only a reflection of you. You can only see in me what already exists inside of you. I am a mirror, I am your reflection.

My light is only a reflection of your light. If you see darkness in me, it is a reflection of your own darkness.

If you see a warrior, it’s because you too are a warrior. If you see a fighter, it’s because you too are a fighter. If you see a Goddess in me, it is because you recognize the Goddess within you.

If you see light in me. It is because it is inside of you. If you see goodness in me, it is because goodness exists in you.

Whatever you see in me, is inside of you. That’s the only way you can see it, it is because it exists inside of you, and you recognize it. I am only a reflection of you.

I am proud of who I'm becoming and even more proud of who I'm leaving behind..the old me. The new me is filled with so much light. 💫✨ I Am forever evolving. 🦋

I am a former “girl boss,” workaholic, and productivity addict. I have no regrets of how I have chosen to do life up until this point. Today, I am well on my healing journey, reconnecting with mySelf, & remembering who I AM. Life is more liberating than ever.

real version of my Temple. I let go of relationships that were hindering my spirituality and created space for earth angels that are helping me remember who I am.

I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder & generalized anxiety disorder (which are defined to be chronic). I no longer experience anxiety, panic attacks, nor depression. I am FREE. I decided to ditch a fake body with toxic plastic bags and embrace a raw, natural,

from driving a Benz to driving a 4-wheeler. From filling voids by spending countless hours at TJ Maxx, Marshalls’s, & Ross to having conversations with to the ocean, swimming in deep waters, talking to the trees as I walk through the jungle, & sitting in front of the fire.

I passed along my well-established real estate business to my brother & moved on. I went from living in toxic America to living in the wild jungle. I sold 95% of my belongings. I went from a materialistic society to embracing true minimalism,

I began a new life in a tiny hippie surf town in the jungle on the coast of Mexico, also known as a Pueblo Mágico (Magic Town), where spirituality, wellness, quality of life, & health are the utmost priority in life (a dream!!!).

My Spiritual Awakening had been unraveling beautifully & rapidly- I knew I had to completely abandon this life & create a new one, in a place where my soul felt a sense of home. I listened to my intuition (God) & moved abroad.

I blame my addiction to work & productivity (and the breast implants I had) for my then deteriorating health. But it gets better. We cannot experience the POWER of LIGHT without darkness. At 29, I did a complete 180 with my life.

A good bit of my 20s revolved around hospitalizations, ambulances, ERs, panic attacks, my body attacking itself, & acute mental health issues. I have paid over 20K in hospital visits/health issues. I was close to death many times.

I attained financial freedom at 27. I also graduated with a master’s degree that year. If there’s something I know how to do, it’s to push myself beyond my limits; But most times, that comes w/ a cost.

And at 27, in December 2020, I decided to STOP. Stop moving, stop working, stop running, stop chasing, stop doing. I was this 🤏🏽 close to setting my body on fire w/ the constant burnouts I was experiencing. I have not been working for money since then.

Though I feel gratitude for how I was raised, I realized I carried that survival-mode w/ me into my adult years & eventually burnt out. I had been showing up for work non-stop since I was 12.