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@jessevanderbilt

ментор кринжа, сомелье всратости. Yoru | he/him | 30 | proship | shotacon 🐺🐧 🔞 MINORS DNI 🔞

rus/eng Katılım Mayıs 2010
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Jesse ✨@jessevanderbilt·
Today, school bullies ruined my mood and triggered my good old CPTSD. So today I'm not answering anyone and playing the role of a potato. Tomorrow? Porn. I won't let people with ugly souls deprive me of my dream.
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For the story of "normal people" ☺️
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Oh, my first hate comments, how exciting! I’m not sure what I should do, but I’ll draw more shota, I promise!
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@iconawrites Honestly, my mental health improved when I started drawing again. Yes, it’s not easy. But an important part of my soul has returned.
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Icona@iconawrites·
Living for the rest of your life with the unfulfilled desire to draw is far, far, far worse than the temporary discomfort of starting from scratch and “feeling behind younger artists”. Get back into it and don’t stop. Your future self will thank you.
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I returned to drawing at 30, after eight years of art block. I'm starting practically from zero, I have unmedicated ADHD and awful adult worries. And watching very young professionals can be REALLY painful. But I kick myself in the ass for even thinking about quitting.

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@stuffybag Even twitter 😔 I really have to force my distracted ass not to open twt while I’m drawing, because there are loads of great artists in my TL.
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@_xgsylusfanart @stormblobbu As the replies to this post have shown, there are loads of us, and some are even older. Just look at these awesome folks!
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It’s actually so lovely to see so many people who’ve taken up drawing as adults. It makes me feel I’m not on my own. And I’m really glad if this helps someone else not to give up either.
Jesse ✨@jessevanderbilt

I returned to drawing at 30, after eight years of art block. I'm starting practically from zero, I have unmedicated ADHD and awful adult worries. And watching very young professionals can be REALLY painful. But I kick myself in the ass for even thinking about quitting.

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A quick reminder for newcomers. There’s a reason for “shotacon” in my bio. ❤️ s h o t a s ❤️ ❤️ boy thighs ❤️
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@stuffybag Absolutely! You might find yourself thinking, ‘Everyone draws so well—absolutely everyone—I’ll never be able to do it.’ Nothing of the sort. Spending three hours on Pinterest will only give you a headache.
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bagstf@stuffybag·
@jessevanderbilt for starters you should stop looking at social media, don't bombard your brain with useless stuff constantly. stick to your study material. creativity needs room, new information needs time to sink
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@stormblobbu It was awful! Feeling like you’re not complete without art. Thank goodness I’m back. It’s awesome here!
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@ArtAphant There you go! If you can’t quite picture it, just move your hand relying purely on muscle memory – maybe one day you’ll manage it without needing a hundred references!
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AphantArt@ArtAphant·
@jessevanderbilt Yep! Never realized why I couldn’t picture something mentally until years later. Jumped back into it with better understanding to hopefully work around the limitation. Hoping muscle memory and proportion study eventually gets me away from the reference dependency.
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Jesse ✨@jessevanderbilt·
@rapisoku This! I had to give up drawing because I needed to earn a living, but drawing will never give you up!
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rapisuko@rapisoku·
@jessevanderbilt I was on a similar situation. I couldn't do art or music because it didn't made enough money. So I took career in engineering since I was decent enough to make some money with it. But after years of working, I finally made this account as an outlet to ease my creative pressure.
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@ArtAphant DAMN you have aphantasia too??? That's insane! Thank you for your support! And it’s so cool that you’ve taken up drawing again too.
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AphantArt@ArtAphant·
@jessevanderbilt Definitely keep going! I picked up drawing again at 38 after a 15 year hiatus so you’re not starting too late at all!
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@small__echo Thank you so much too! I’m feeling so inspired now – I’m not alone, there are so many of us!
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echo@small__echo·
@jessevanderbilt Thank you for sharing your experience. Im 32 and want to learn how to draw and seeing people starting when they are older or picking it up again is very encouraging.
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Jesse ✨@jessevanderbilt·
Только что в кабинете продавца на Озоне у меня случился баг. Вместо большой надписи "Список товаров" над каталогом случилась надпись "ТРОФЕЙНЫЙ ОРГАЗМ". Это что за 25 кадр только что был?
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Sorry, guys, I’m a bit out of breath as I’m not used to this. You are doing great and I’m really proud of you. We’ve got a sore back and a dream!
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I started very late. But I will not give up so easily anymore. I will cry, cry a lot, and ask myself, "Why am I drawing this crap?" But this is MY crap.
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Jesse ✨@jessevanderbilt·
@GiantTacoHead1 I know exactly how you feel! You have to sit down and do it, knowing full well that what comes out will be a mess, because, unfortunately, you already know it’s wrong, but you can’t fix it yet due to a lack of experience!
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GiantTacoHead@GiantTacoHead1·
@jessevanderbilt Been looking at them for a while, but I'm missing the "Do the Action" part, as I dread everything that doesn't look half decent😅
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Jesse ✨@jessevanderbilt·
@bellberrystar When it comes to young artists, I’m really worried that they’ll burn out very quickly. I’m already noticing this, especially when they try to build an audience т_т
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@jessevanderbilt Something I've learned is that the wisdom of age is sometimes more valuable then the energy of youth. Seeing young artists pop off but trip over their insecurities or ego is always a shame
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Jesse ✨@jessevanderbilt·
@GiantTacoHead1 By the way, there are now loads of tutorials available online, especially Chinese ones. We used to rely entirely on Bammess, but there’s nothing about colour there at all. It’s actually great, though I must admit I’m a bit jealous. It’s about time to be cringey too 😈
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GiantTacoHead@GiantTacoHead1·
@jessevanderbilt "What was I doing with my life?" I kind of regret not being "cringey" and free earlier now...
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