obsessed with ' j '

jokes anak semester tua bgt 😭

when i get more active on twitter thats how you know im getting insane again

University makes you assume everyone is mature and focused on life, until a group project forces you to chase down people in their 20s just to get a short, coherent paragraph written.

how can i be so delusional but also so logical at the same time

for a girl that loves sleep and hates stress my career choice is questionable

I feel so bad when i cant hold conversations sorry for being boring as shit😭😭😭

kangen ga sih rasanya naksir orang beneran like having sparks all over your stomach when you look at them in real life and smile silly without you realize trs punya semangat buat menjalani hari karena lo bakal ketemu dia tiap hari

anjir iya juga 😭😭😭

acting normal while going insane

uni has been the loneliest experience of my life

please do not be mean to me because i will remember it for literally forever

maybe i really am a bad person

oversleeping is one of my biggest coping mechanisms & the easiest way to tell when I’m going through something.

ngl, i'd be surprised too if i ever get into a relationship

I'm still healing from things I don't talk about

i just want to be loved without feeling like i’m a burden to be cared for. i wonder if i even deserve to be loved given how burdensome i am. is it possible to love me & not be consumed by the Bad? i feel i am a parasite of a person leeching the life from everyone around me

I be wanna run away so bad. Everybody is draining as fuck😭

according to psychology people who distance themselves from others as soon as they feel sad, unwanted, or ignored are actually unknowingly experiencing a coping mechanism called emotional withdrawal 1/3

“you handled that so well” genuinely wtf was the other option

nobody understands how stressful it is to explain what is going on in my head when i don't even understand myself