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JP Ford
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Musicologist/ Cultural Historian || PhD Candidate || 18th and 19th Century Austria, The Holy Roman Empire, Christian Theology || MS State and Ole Miss Grad
Gainesville, FL Katılım Şubat 2010
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@MattSmith2044 For someone that’s never read Dostoyevsky, where is a good starting point?
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Dostoyevsky Made Me Believe Again
God said: “Let there be light.”
This means that the default state of the universe, just like a bedroom, is darkness.
Light only exists if someone chooses to turn it on.
As a Mormon teenager, I felt transcendent love in a way nothing has compared to before or since.
It completely changed the paradigm through which I saw the world and made me want to embrace everyone as my brother,
Then, I slowly learned of the darkness in this world.
I grappled with immense despair for being gay.
I read a lot of history and different philosophies that were less rosy than the Sermon on the Mount.
I met people who acted in bad faith.
I began to wonder if the light that guided me was just youthful naivete.
Then I read Dostoyevsky, who writes some of the most dark and depressing stories one can imagine, that also have characters beaming with hope.
Raskolnikov brutally murders two women with an axe.
Prince Myshkin is mercilessly manipulated and taken advantage of.
Ivan Karamazov makes the most cynical observations of humanity one can hardly argue with.
Dostoyevsky exposes you to the depths of human suffering.
He also writes some of the most beautiful passages in all of literature.
Raskolnikov and a prostitute read the New Testament, warmed by candlelight, and hope for redemption.
Prince Myshkin, declares “How can one walk past a tree and not be happy that one’s seeing it?”
Alyosha Karamazov after witnessing his family destroyed declares “Do not be afraid of life. How good is life when one does some good and upright thing.”
Dostoyevsky taught me that darkness exists.
He also taught me that that transcendent light that flickered before my eyes in my adolescence also exists.
All that matters is what you choose.

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@ayyysquared yeah I don't really take it anymore since I have elevated levels without taking it
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I have a cardiologist because of creatine lol.
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Creatine is nuts. Like how is there a dirt cheap substance that improves your brain and muscle function with literally no downside?
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