Jugg🫂

in ugly in a mental way and also in a physical way

even the person who assaulted me now sees me as a joke, and it makes me feel gross to even think about buti wish i could just be viewed as human even by her i just wish i wasn’t so embarrassing and terrible

the girl that sexually assaulted me drove by me like 5 times wit her friend and laughed at me and made fun of me like a week ago and really all i felt was disgust in myself that she doesn’t even think im pretty anymore or anything like im that disgusting even

even the girl that sexually assaulted me i can’t hate, i didnt deserve any better i was just used for her pleasure and i understand that it’s not like i had anything more to offer to anyone

in always available to be used for anything possible and discarded that is my true purpose and i understand it

i can’t blame anyone for using me how they have because at least they made me useful for once yk, im always grateful when i can be useful to someone

haha yeah im just like a tweaker bro😂😂 yes bro i know im always on something lmao! yeah bru. i’m acting weird oh wow it’s almost like you’re my friend and you’re supposed to know me and maybe even care sometimes

Tellin myself the perc aint hit yet sittin on the toilet playin she will be loved by maroon 5 off my phone speaker

sometimes i just forget the animal i am and i try to interact and socialize like im a regular person but im always reminded lol

i know i’m gonna kill myself soon bru n i do t think anything can b done at a certain point i have been destined for this my whole life

i wish folks woulda hit my ass when they started shooting today, i would be remembered

i don’t deserve to mask my pain with substances honestly i deserve every bit of hurt that comes my way that’s why i can’t stay on anti depressants fr sure i wann get better but i know i deserve to be depressed i deserve to kill my self i can’t stop myself now

@sorkagee this real asf bro i’m on the same combo right now and all day today

Yo

i can’t wait to be a memory and a lesson, i will be a example of someone you’d never want to be, just useless and miserable . 🤢🤮

i am a worthless individual who doesn’t even deserve to be called human i am nothing i hold no value to anyone else or myself i count down the seconds until the moment i finally get the death i deserve

i don’t think anyone else could ever understand the extent to which i hate myself

@spliffic it’s okay bro WERE good bro WE gonna be okay😭😭😭

Cries immensely

nodding while crying is an interesting feeling

who needs bulimia when you can just always be fucked up and throwing up involuntarily