juli 🌙

unpinning at 39kg ⋆˚✿˖°

when I b/p for so long to where I completely lost my appetite for all my binge foods so now I’m back to restricting with ease

My grandma sent fresh fruit sooo yummyyy

"if you're fat then what am I" IDGAF ABOUT YOU😭😭😭✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻

Getting on ed reddit and seeing two biscuits being someone’s recovery meal was so fucking triggering like I always forget twt feels safer somehow

No motivation to get up or wash my face or brush my teeth or shower or even open the curtain yet I’ll get up to eat without thinking

i dont really consider myself disordered anymore if i actually was i would be starving myself and losing weight rapidly and id be skinny im just a fat pig looking for excuses people with real eating disorders dont eat as much as me

@k1ttykut It’s genuinely brutal

fuck you pinterest this has literally just ruined my whole year

Stopped counting calories & stuck to eating fruit and biscuits whenever I want my legs look slimmer my stomach is flatter and I’m not miserable all the time

Why can’t I stop eating

how it felt as a kid to come home after being bullied all day just to be beat and sexually assaulted

@MoonDarkTonight “Is this what you want” and it’s a donut with chocolate well YES!!!

Videos like these never work like yes I am fat yes I am disgusting yes I want all that

All these idols being put on mounjaro can yall put me on as well

@viveecal Literally especially as a kid I was passing out on a regular basis because i genuinely couldn’t eat they don’t understand

watching arfid discourse on the tl knowing i HAVE and WILL starve if theres nothing around i feel safe to eat

Yuri pilled thinspo im fucking crying

No matter how low my weight is my period never fails to remind me that it’s gonna stay regular and frequent

Raspberries are so good it scares me how low in calories they are it feels fake almost

@Zazanonohehe Everyday is just fucking miserable

i want to be so light to be picked up easily

“Mia helps u preventing binging” ?? Lets try defining bulimia

poor baby she’s probably been restricting very heavily I hope she goes easier on herself