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my veil pfp fits ig havent actively been in the fandom since 2022 but that was also the last year i actively used twitter

my relationship with food so bad i remember significantly at some point dinner was the only thing i looked forward to and the only thing keeping me going throughout the day. i js wanted to eat. there was no one at home too it was a lonely sad dinner every day

fell asleep on the floor tor a few hours

cant wait to dye my hair when it grows out

gum is illegal in my country but i rmb peak ana i had a huge stash (its not illegal if u buy it whilst overseas and bring it in) and i would just chew on that the whole day and maybe it was js the vibes but it genuinely suppressed my appetite

I just want to sleep all day , all night and all my life

i rant on twt about everything lmaooo i wldnt even tell my gf all this

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sometimes i chug the drink and realise that im not even enjoying it and if im just tryna get it down in onegulp to quench my thirst i might as well just drink water and not waste calories and sugar on a drink

Wait weight actually looks so different on matured women i forget that i shouldnt hold myself up to standards of a prepubescent child anymore

ive been so sad i sleep at 11pm and wake up at 8pm the next fucking day this has happened in a cycle three times the last three times ive slept. I just cant get outta bed and i dont wanna do anything i just wanna be unconscious and rest. i wish i could sleep forever

food is all i think about these few days i keep eating just to eat like i genuinely binged on digestive biscuits and chewed them slowly just to feel something and to feel the satisfaction but it doesnt even hit anymore. I havent felt hungry or just not nauseous in a long time

bro i cant stop eating why is there so much food why am i being offered so much food now i just ate 5 whole pieces of fried chicken and itsnot even the worse part of today. I dont even feel full or sickening theres a void inside of me

i miss my dad i wish we had a good relationship every time i talk to him im beng cautious and i knowtheres boundaries i cant cross and he will never truly see me as his real daughter. What saddens me is tjat im talking about my stepdad not my biological one. with him its worse

Genuinely how do i stop binging can someone tell me there arent fatal consequences short term like pls i dont want my stomach to explode

@deadlydeeer looks so good bro

my dad came and brought me this…………………… i was really surprised i couldn’t say no 😔

i understand

religion is beautiful i wish i could believe

ngl im collecting all the chinese variants trauma coz why do i freeze when i hear someone with a singaporean chinese accent a mainland chinese accent and a hongkong accent. Anyone relate guys