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🥀LOCKING IN ACCOUNTABILITY THREAD🥀 Plan: - Exercise - at least every 2nd day - Diet - No more than 2 small meals -Meals - Tofu with veggies, skyr with fruit, veggie soup - Little treats - one in a while if feeling okay, only if nomad or low cal day I need to look like this⬇️

I know we haven't been in this relationship that long but we've known each other for years, best friends for years, stuck together through worst times and living together for almost 4 years. I feels waaay better and more correct than previous relationships. I'm so happy with him

and he tells me about it and "easter chocolates are more important because it's one a year and I'll be in a relationship everyday and forever" AAAAAGXKDHDKSJFJCHS I'm blushing and screaming and kicking my feet

OMFG I LOVE MY BF SO MUCH!!!! we're joking he told his aunt he has a serious announcement she was expecting something relationship and not that he found his easter chocolates

My bf was drinking yesterday with his friends and told them we're together. So I guess we're official official. I like his friends and I hope they don't think I'm not good enough for him. I already think that so it's enough

I disappeared for a month because my mental health has been a rollercoaster

I wish I had friends I could play games with and talk to

I feel so lonely. I don't have friends, I self isolate and then complain I'm miserable

I'm the happiest I've ever been. I feel it in those short moments and felt it for almost a whole day a few weeks ago. But I'm mostly depressed, anhedonic and tired and when I sleep I wake up even more tired. I feel like I'm wasting such a good time in my life

I have to lose weight because I have Italy trip planned with people that CAN'T see me fat in a swimsuit

I haven't been tracking my cals this week because last week I relapsed in b/p. But I think maintained because I tried to eat understand tdee. Today I won't count cals either but I think tomorrow I can try to get back and restrict and count

I forgot how fucking exhausting university can be as a neurodivergent person

I finished 3 beers, did some damage to my body and then my bf came home early so I'm feel better now. Not the best coping mechanisms but better than some other

I know so many of us are so similar. Same self-esteem struggles, same ed problems, same friends and relationship problems. Traumas past and current mental problems Yet I feel so lonely even if there's so many of you so similar to me

Yesterday was the first time my bf told me on his own he loves since starting this relationship and while fully sober I've never been so happy. He's my whole world. He's always been even before our relationship

@bloatedkiwi They're never semi-permanent. Only part of it that's semi-permanent is how vivid it is. I had blue and green hair multiple times and it never fully washed out. Even after dying it red/pink it was still green underneath

Also I’ve been trying to get this damn semipermanent green dye outta my hair FOR MONTHS. Semi permanent my ass😭😭

@skinnydenji I can't wait to watch them! I was so busy but now I have more time and I'm excited

I'm not doing so great this week but I hope next one will be better

Why did I suddenly get so many new followers?

@bloatedkiwi Looks so tasty

Rice bowllll

It's black with blue halo and blue underneath Idk how to take pictures T.T

I'm so glad I finally dyed my hair!!! I feel like myself again. Like there's hope for me I'll look pretty one day I'm not a professional so don't judge too hard. I know I need to re-dye blue because in a few places it didn't absorb well but I'm still so happy