kabe

it's probably my sleep

Men without girlfriends, how’s life ?

@anxietymsgs it's completely one sided so we'll see how long it'll last before it's back to nothing

What's keeping you alive right now?

harder. making every thought so dreadful. My self harm isn't knives or punches (though sometimes I do punch myself), it's my opinion about myself.

the worst part is that i wanna live for a person now. It's probably completely utterly foolishly one sided though. and i know myself. I know I will lose sight of it. I know the crushing weight that will make me drag my feet over the ground day by day, making every step ever so

its like a cycle like its on purpose i feel better i get better i diet i train and then i take one break and eat bad for a few days suddenly my fyp everywhere reminds me how worthless and meaningless and pathetic and pointless I am and everything else is.

venting is only annoying when i do it btw. everybody else is innocent and free of sin

genuinely humanity deserves to be completely wiped out, annihilated, removed from the face of earth, just disintegrated and vanished without a trace

PLEASE ANYONE READ MY TWEETS MAN I NEED HELP

THE WORST PART IS there are two women I like that are maybe interested in me WHY DO I FALL FOR THE TROUBLED POOR WOMAN SO FAR AWAY FROM ME WHAT IS THIS MADNESS something is WRONG with me

we've been texting EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR MONTHS it has to mean something no??????

everytime she's gone for long i cant stop thinking about her I've dreamt of her more than i dreamt before her in general genuinely what is this i dont know what to do i want to confess to her but how do i prove after a failed ldr that this time i can be different for her

I want her I want her so bad I want to change everything about my life just for her even if i dont meet her wishes yet i want her i dont even know why she's far from perfect she's so troubled maybe it's a hero complex i dont care everytime we text we text a lot and

@MillardJordy68 ur the only vote lmfao

@kabetabe I voted keep it hidden but since it’s 100% I feel bad HELP

Do i confess and possibly ruin a good friendship (we chat a LOT tho we used to chat more or do i keep it hidden until i at least get into better shape bc thats more her type (she likes in shape men w no body hair and good finances and i am the opposite of all of those)

about her i keep looking at her pics she showed only me i keep checking my phone for her messages and reply immediately sometimes it feels like she'd like me too sometimes it doesn't i can't tell man but it's insane how much i wanna be w her i even stopped gooning for DAYS man

i feel a kindle in my heart again I'm trying to get better again but it's bc of me having a crush or even worse falling in love with someone that's probably gonna be unattainable for me. but i wanna get better for her. but i feel like I'm obsessed w her. i can't stop thinking