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at my drs appointment waiting to see if i fr had a heart attack on friday or not since my ekg came back abnormal in the ER😁😁😁😁

@ihysushi i appreciate it jit

@kaccahn You have the right to complain about it. Sometimes talking about it does more for you than doing something about it. It’s ok to reach out

i wish i knew how to reach out and talk to people about my shit but like genuinely. when it boils down to it no one cares. like not even to be wahhh about it. its just real. and i dont have a right to complain bc im not fixing it. and its embarrassing

@PKiradel thank you oomfie <3

@kaccahn Hope you feel better friend :)

so even if i spoke about it in detail it wouldnt make sense and it wouldnt change anything bc i dont even understand myself and i dont even know how to make it better

i just want a hug but no hug will be good enough, yk? im yearning for a comfort that doesnt exist. a home that was never real. ive never known where to go when im like this bc there is no where to go. i havent eaten and im not hungry. im restless but im tired. im numb yet in pain

@IN_PAIN2 just gotta thug it out ig

@kaccahn How do we break out of this cycle twin

depressed and even more depressed knowing im wasting my time being depressed and doing nothing

sorry i can’t come my clothes look stupid on me

i just want honesty and respect. i want it to not be hard for people to give me that for once. i want it to be easy and i want to not worry. i have so much love to give. why does it have to be this way?

"I'm going to study after I eat." Me, after I eat:

oh!!! ok!!!

pattys shenanigans

local club i go to posted a pic of me (yay) but i look so fat and ugly in it (nay)

my issue is that i do not believe some things are better left unsaid

@axianstudios at least you can admit why youre doing it too

@kaccahn I love my sober friends Could I? Dawg the demons lurk every corner im just trying to get by But under no circumstances should anyone be put down for not indulging ever

i hate hate hateeeee how bad drugs are normalized. since when is it uncool to enjoy life or even vacation sober. i love being sober. i dont need that shit to love my time. its so lazy and dumb. like how tf am i stick in the mud for saying ts. get me out of this timeline!!!!

@ihysushi thank you sushi

@kaccahn I can agree with this even tho I partake personally, you’re not a stick in the mud for it, it’s just a preference

@axianstudios precisely

@kaccahn How could be so doctor evil

so heartless out here