kait diane

just hoppin on here to say my partner is dabomb.com <333

this anxiety really might kill me it just keeps getting worse

it seems like words are completely meaningless anymore. nothing to stand behind it at all. just useless conversations.

sigh 😪 i’m tired man.

starting Bojack Horseman back over from the beginning pray for me in this trying time

wow! embarrassed. hurt. sad. left out. fucking so goddamn embarrassing i cant believe this is my fucking life.

i am not fucking strong enough for this.

When i get more active on twitter thats how you know im getting insane again

god i can’t wait until im skinny again pls god pls

i wish people talked about pregnancy constipation more because why do i have to poop so bad but nothing ever comes out 😞

first night alone and i already miss my partner so big 😞

had a weird weird weird ass dream where i relapsed and i am not okay

and honestly? all i can think about is dying or causing harm to myself but i can’t do either. i just feel trapped in my mind.

my heart and chest and mind and soul are screaming and i’m trying so hard to be okay but i just can’t be. i want to be normal. i want to be better. maybe i’m the problem. maybe everything is my fault. i just feel under appreciated and unwanted in almost all realms.

i am dying inside more and more every day. i don’t know how it goes unnoticed. everything always goes unnoticed.

waking up every morning, saying “i can’t keep living like this” and then continuing to live like that

😞😞😞😞

every week i feel like my brain unlocks a new level of depressed that i’ve never felt before

i don’t know what i need anymore. i just want to stop hurting.

i have a feeling this birthday is gonna be one for the books, but in the worst way.

24 on the 24th and i can’t drink 😞