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me whenever i tweet "yall"

I even had some pizza for dinner bc I was feeling bad bc she cried and right after she started yelling at me mad instead of helping so now I want to km$ bc I should’ve done worst and starved harder

my mom literally just started crying in front of me while I was trying a sweatpant at the store and got so mad saying I’m so ugly cuz I lost weight and Im just so exhausted she got mad and didn’t try to have a conversation so now I want to lower my ugw to 0lbs and die

I JUST UNPINNED MY UGW TWEET IT FEELS SO GOOD ISTG

OMG OMG I CANT BELIEVE I JUST GOT TO MY REAL UGW SRSLY ITS EVEN A BIT LOWER NOW IM JUST GOING TO GO DOWN ONE OR TWO POUNDS SO I CAN MAINTAIN BMI AROUND 14.5

think I’m going to go to mid res again for a week bc I’m getting such bad cravings and I cant fucking binge I hate doing low res srsly

“yOu wOn’t lOse bY stArvIng” 💀

ok but rice cakes don’t taste like ana it’s literally so good and u can even add low cal things to it

happy i volume ate today and gained like 300g from yesterday bc it’s prob food and water weight and I thought I’d gained sm and was obese but I’m almost at my ugw

id be the happiest person alive if I could buy whatever I want at the market w my mom bc how am I supposed to say I want all the low fat and low carb things I see and things that are <50 cals without it being weird and disordered

fuck I’ve been kinda inactive lately but it’s bc I’m feeling so fat so I’ll be more active after weighing in again this week and if I don’t reach my gw by june istg I’ll kms

the more i eat the hungrier i get pic.twitter.com/InM0sIKqZQ

now that im eating low fat things and not using up all my cals eating junk food i regret so much eating junk food bc even though j lost weight im kinda skinny fat fuck i need to work out

cant believe i just purged a fucking salad istg now my throat is hurting sm cuz of the tomato

JUST 3 MORES LBS

fasting feels so good and makes me never want to eat again but if I eat smth even if it’s small it’s all ruined and I want to eat everything so I think the solution is to starve forever 🥹

disordered girlies and their fear but love for pasta